OKAY IM GOING TO TRY TO UPDATE. I JUST I WASN'T VERY CONFIDENT IN THIS AND I KINDA STARTED RUSHING AND IM REALLY EMBARRASSED OF PAST PARTS. I HAVE LEARNED MORE ABOUT WRITING SO JUST IGNORE THE FIRST FEW CHAPTERS OKAY BECAUSE THEY MAKE ME CRY. I HATE THEM. HOW DOES THIS HAVE 2.7K READS? BUT I FEEL LIKE AN ARS FOR NOT UPDATING SO ILL TRY EVEN THOUGH THIS FANFIC IS PATHETIC .