Maybe we aren't so different

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-A/N: Hey guys! Just know there is a trigger warning for this chapter because it talks about self-harm. If you guys need anything, feel free to message me. Anyways, hope you enjoy!-
*Makoto's P.O.V*
I don't deserve this. Why was I chosen here. It doesn't matter anyway. I'm tired of it. Monokuma has just taken away so much from us. The voices in my head are getting louder. "Just do it" "Nobody will miss you" "You are nothing with Sayaka gone". These phrases have been repeated in my head for the past hour and it's driving me insane. Maybe their right. I should just do it. I went to the kitchen, carefully to make sure no one was there, and grabbed a knife. I ran back to my room, sobbing at this point. "Maybe I do deserve this," I whispered to myself. I cut and cut and cut. I deserved this. Luckily, I already had bandages that I had brought from home. I wrapped up my wrists and cleaned up the mess I made. I was going to return the knife when I ran into Byakuya Togami. He was in the kitchen as well. "Hey Togami," I tried to say eagerly. "Hello Naegi," he responded coldly. "Do you know why there's a knife missing?" He asked suspiciously. "N-No, why," I stammered with my words. "Well because, I went to the kitchen earlier and saw you enter and then leave rather quickly. Then, I went back to go see what made you run and I happened to notice a knife was missing." Oh shoot, he saw me. "I was just getting a midnight snack and came to throw it away," I said. "We have trash cans in our rooms, and no way of getting bugs considering there is cleaning crews here." He has me basically backed into a corner here. I slowly return the knife back to the place it was. "Ah, you did take it. I was right, and may I ask for what?" I said nothing. I tried to leave and then he grabbed my wrist. I winced at his touch. He let go as I did that and immediately dragged me to his room. Not gonna lie, his dominance was kinda cute, but I couldn't stop thinking about what he was going to do. We made it to his room and he pushed me inside and locked the door. "Take off your shirt," he demanded. I've never seen him so concerned yet so angry at the same time. I did as he said and he stared at me.
*Byakuya's P.O.V.*
I had a feeling he had done that to himself, but I didn't know it was that bad. I felt for him. To see someone who I actually care about deep down, even though he may not know it, hurt, is just to much for me to handle. I started crying. "Am I that ugly?" the little brunette boy asks. "No, but why did you do this to yourself?" We remained in silence for I don't know how long until he finally spoke up. "It's been going on for a while, but with the death of Sayaka, someone who I was very close friends with, I just couldn't take it anymore. And yes, I hear some voices in my head that wouldn't be quiet. Sorry for dumping all this on you and if so sound crazy I understand if you want me to leave..." he trailed off. He was practically sobbing at this point. This little boy had me at his every word. I too have dealt with this and I felt for him. "I've dealt with this too." I took off my blazer and showed him my scars. Most of them were old but I had a couple of new ones. He stared and looked away. "Please, come and talk to me. I know we started on the wrong foot, but I want to help. I don't want you doing this to yourself." He nodded. We stood there for a bit. I couldn't help but notice his features. My eyes were trailing down his body when I realized he looked kind of flustered. "S-sorry," I managed to stammer out. "It's fine," he replied. Our eyes interlocked and I just went for it. I smashed my lips against his. I didn't know what I was doing, but it happened. He started kissing back and I pushed him onto the bed. We made out. After what felt like an eternity, I pulled away. We were both out of breath. "I like you too," he managed to mutter in between breaths. Damn, if there's one thing I enjoy it's seeing him like this. We ended up falling asleep in my dorm with him nuzzled into my chest. That was the best sleep I've had in a while.
-A/N: Hello guys! I know this chapter was sad, but I hope you enjoyed! If you need to talk, please message me. Please vote and comment to help me out and I'm also taking requests! Until next time!-

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