⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
This chapter may include:
•mentions of self harmful actions
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This feeling
By Alexander Rodriguez
I have this strange feeling
This nagging feeling
The desire to drag a blade across my skin
Almost as if if we're butter
I have this feeling
This satisfying feeling
The idea of the stinging pain
The pain after the damage has been done
I have this feeling
This confusing feeling
Of wanting to stay clean
But wanting the satisfaction
I have this feeling
This lost feeling
The feeling of having no support
The feeling of having motivation
I have this feeling
This lonely feeling
As if I'm slowly loosing everyone
Even if they say they won't leave
I have this feeling
This stubborn feeling
Of believing everyone is the same
That they don't have the time to understand ME
I have this feeling
This annoying feeling
Of wanting to keep them around
As long as I can
But wanting to push them all away
In fear of getting attached
Then then disappearing without a trace
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Poems
PoesíaAll poems in this book were written by me unless stated otherwise. ⚠️ ⚠️⚠️This book may trigger some who may have mental illness such as, depression, anxiety, or (on rare occasion) ptsd. ⚠️⚠️⚠️
