TXT ONESHOTS

Why not me? (taejun)

<not edited>

a lil taegyu

---

Yeonjun looked longingly at the two couple who were having a blast.

Taehyun and Beomgyu have been a couple for a year now and yeonjun still can't make himself give up Taehyun.

Yes, he was happy- very to be infact. He was happy because Taehyun was happy. Even if it hurted him.

He can't do anything about it though, he can't just give up his childhood crush up just like that. He loved him for so long.

"hyung." Soobin mumbled sadly.

Yeonjun looked at him with a pained smile. "im fine soob. i got used to it anyways." He said sadly.

Hueningkai and soobin looked at their hyung sadly. Everyone knew about his love about Taehyun, even Beomgyu. All but Taehyun.

Taehyun find Yeonjun as his dear older brother. Ever since they were still children, they have always been good friends. They treat eachother like brother- well for Taehyun.

Yeonjun treated Taehyun like a princess. He loved Taehyun so much more than a brother, a friend amd it hurts.

It hurts that he can't do anything but watch Taehyun being happy with someone else.

Soobin sighed and layed his head on his boyfriend's shoulder- Hueningkai to be exact.
"shouldn't you move one hyung?"

The Five Friends were out camping. It was now in the middle of night and they were still out having a camp fire.

Yeonjun sighed and leaned on his chair. "you know, i tried." He chuckled lifelessly. "but you know the result was?" He questioned as he looked up at the night sky, letting the cold breeze hit his skin.

"i still ended up falling deeper" He mumbled as a tear left his eye.

Hueningkai and Soobin looked at him with pity. They felt bad that yeonjun can't confess or do something to relieve his love for taehyun because he already has a boyfriend and it was their dear friend. Their friendship is at sake.

Yeonjun wiped the tear and laughed humorlessly. He looked at Soobin and Kai who were already looking at him.

"oh come on guys! It's been years already. Let time heal all this." Yeonjun said with a smile. It was like he was convincing his self than soobin and Hueningkai.

Soobin and Hueningkai sighed but nodded nevertheless.

"Let's toast marshmallows!"

The Three of them heard a voice say.

They all moved their attention towards a smiling Taehyun who was holding a pack of marshmallows on his hands.

Beomgyu chuckled at his boyfriend's cuteness. "let's get it!" He exclaimed making the four giggle at his clumsiness. While yeonjun just forced a smile.

his heart hurt the most when he sees that beomgyu and Taehyun loved eachother. They look so perfect together, he can't break that.

Taehyun stood up from his log, beside beomgyu and handed each and every one of them marshmallow packs.

He handed soobin then Hueningkai then lastly, yeonjun.

He stood infront of Yeonjun who was looking down. Taehyun kneeled down in front of yeonjun to make their eyes meet.

Yeonjun hesitantly looked at Taehyun's gaze. He was afraid he would fall deeper than the depths of the ocean.

When they met gazes, yeonjun felt this too familiar feeling. It was like they were the only ones there and the world stopped moving.