thorns and roses

deadheading

words, some people don't know what some mean some don't know how to pronounce them. such few letters that can scar you.

it rises up like a volcano, no control and no way to stop it- anger

i don't show pain, i don't show fear, i don't even show love...i'm scared- vulnerability

i was nothing to you, just another seed you planted to get your way

true love always comes last, could be someone from your past that didn't last, it comes fast like a sunset you missed, you don't realize it until you miss it

it wasn't that you didn't love me it was the thought i could never have you

i know they aren't but there's always that one what if, what if they're not talking about the cute boy they like or talking about what they ate last night there's always a feeling they could be laughing at me and so there whispers haunt me- social anxiety

we never want the ones that are good for us, because if someone tells us we can't have something we want it more

sometimes i wish i could go back in the past, but not to change it...to see the simple times

i want to love, i want to love you but he took
that feeling away from me- commitment issues

i can't put it into words to show my emotions so i just say nothing and that's the worst thing i could do- they think i don't care

the saddest part about death to me is that people care for about a month or two, but then forget about you- the world would be the same

the worst part about changing is that you don't even notice until someone points it out

people claim they have been depressed then put others through it- if you know how bad it feels why do it to someone else

the next time your afraid to do something i want you to think, i could die any second no one knows when this could be my only chance