Tw:Self harm, Blood, sad bois, heated kissing? mentions of cheating (Spoiler nobody actually cheated cause i cant do that to my baby's)
(Romans POV)
I was sitting in mine and Remys dorm he was currently out late studying for a test he has he was constantly texting me currently we where on a call its been a bit since i got out of the hospital and all the physical stuff is healed for the most part "Ro imma call you right back i need to go do something"
"Alright Remy i love you"
"Love you too princess" and with that Remy hung up i stay content for a bit then a small dreadful voice creeps its way into my thoughts
"He's cheating.."
"No he's not"
"He found someone hotter, nicer, and overall better, You are useless...he doesnt love you" i had tears streaming down my face "You should hurt yourself i mean its not like he'd notice anyway" i was shaking and as if the voice controlled my actions i got up and went to the bathroom i got a razor blade and looked at it for a minute i placed the edge on my wrist and slowly drug it across my skin, little red crimson dots appeared over where i had the blade i continued that a few times leaving about ten cuts on my left arm and three cuts on my right arm i smiled and put the blade away i wrapped my arms up and went back to my bed and sat down just as i did so Remy opened the door
"Surprise princess! i came back early cause i missed you"
"O-oh thats great...i missed you too"
"Okay Ro whats wrong did something happen while i was gone? did anyone say anything to you? "
"No im fine Remy just tired"
"Babes i know you're not fine so either tell me or i'll find out on my own"
"Remy i said im fine just let it go alright" i got up to try and leave but Remy grabbed my wrist which made me let out a small whimper
"Ro what happened while i was gone studying and im not letting you out of my sight until i know-" I looked at him
"Remy nothing happened"
"Oh really Ro then why the hell does it look like youve been crying"
"it stupid and not important" i pulled my wrist away from him he grabbed my wrist again but held on a little tighter it hurt like hell so i did anything to try and get my arm away from him he must've noticed that my arm hurt so he pulled the sleeve of my sweater up now revealing the bloodied bandages
"Ro what the fuck! did you..."
"Did i cut myself? Yeah i did oh well"
"Ro why..."
"Cause my mind convinced me that you where cheating on me because you found someone better which i mean obviously you'd find someone better look at me im just a weak-" i was cut off by Remy pulling me into a sweet loving kiss i kissed back after a few minutes he broke the kiss i looked at him and noticed he had been crying a bit i wiped his tears away and buried my face in his chest
"Ro i love you, and only you, you are perfect and amazing nobody and i mean nobody is better than you okay?" i nod a bit he stood up and then picked me up "Come on Ro lets change you out of those bandages then we'll watch a movie" we got to the bathroom and Remy gently took the bandages off my arms he looked at the multiple cuts he got something to clean up the dried blood around them and then he got more bandages he lightly dabbed the damp washcloth on my arm which hurt like hell seeing how a lot of the cuts where kinda deep- he then wrapped my arms up and sighed he picked me up again and walked to our room putting me down on his bed he went back in the bathroom to clean everything up and probably throw away the razor i used when he came back he sat next to me
"Im sorry...i was stupid...i should've trusted you"
"Ro it's fine i know you haven't had the best past with relationships and yeah i was gone for a while" i nod a bit
"It was still stupid...and it wasn't worth me hurting myself cause it was just a dumb suspicion that i had..." he sighed and looked at me
"Ro just promise me you won't self harm again"
"Remy i can't promise that..."
"Roman...please at least try not to hurt yourself again"
"Okay..."And with that Remy pulled me into another kiss like before it was sweet, caring, Loving, and passionate and i absolutely loved it i kissed back and wrapped my arms loosely around his neck after a bit we needed air so he pulled away from the kiss he looked at me and smiled a bit and after a minute or two i kissed him again
(Lets just time skip a bit-((no they didnt do it, it was just a heated make out session thing-))
i cuddled with Remy and looked at him he smiled a bit "God Ro you are so gorgeous"
"No im not-"
"Yes you are now hush and don't try and deny it" he kissed my cheek and smiled a bit more after a little while we both fell asleep
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FanficRoman is the typical college student Y'know drowning in school work stressed about exams doesn't have time for love...or so he thought he had a new roommate for this semester due to complaints about his previous roommate little did he know he would...
