Rose III {✓}

🌹Chapter Nineteen🌹

🌹R O S E III🌹

🌹CHAPTER NINETEEN🌹

The wedding. It is today and I'm dreading it like never before. I can't believe that the wedding is today, I'm getting married today and I'm getting married to my best friend but not the man that I've fallen in love with, the man that I really want to be married to but I'm never going to if this wedding happens.

"You're going to look so beautiful, I just know it" Lena says as she's helping me into the dress that she has picked out for me to wear, I've not seen it and she has blindfolded me as she is dressing me into the wedding dress. "I picked it out just for you, you know and I know that you will love it" She then says and I feel the tears form in my eyes.

I can't do this anymore, I feel myself growing sadder and sadder with each passing day and I'm starting to grow emotionless too which does not even help me at all. I've not spoken a word in a week as Lena has done most of the talking and I'm not even sure if I can speak.

Lena has been telling me that the only words I need to speak are the ones that I will be saying when we get married and I really don't know if I will be even able to say those words which may be few but I don't have it in myself to even speak those words.

"Now, you're all done" She says and then I feel the blindfold being taken off my eyes and the light is the first thing that I'm met with and then when my eyes have adjusted to the light I see myself in the mirror. I am sitting in the wheelchair as I can't stand up at the moment but still I'm wearing a wedding dress.

The heavenly white dress itself is a beautiful one, a dress that I can only dream of and I'm not even sure how she pulled it off. It has an off shoulder neckline and around the waist it is hugging me. When it reaches the hips it stars to slightly puff out into the skirt and that reaches all the way to the bottom.

I wear a veil on my head which is on the bun that Lena has put my hair in and it almost looks like there is a silver crown on my head or is there, I can't be sure. She has already done my make-up which is not that much but does make my sad mood seem happy.

Lena lets out a squeal as she starts to jump up and down with excitement and happiness, though I truly don't have anything to feel happy for. "Don't you just feel beautiful, Rose?" She asks me and I slowly nod my head. It is true, I do look beautiful and when I look at myself I see that I am beautiful.

However, at the same time I'm also a bit miserable and marrying the wrong person is not helping me a lot on that case. "Now, I'm going to get myself ready, you wait here. I'll be just a moment" She tells me and before I could even speak (not that I was going to) she's running out the door and closing it back again.

In the wheelchair I sit in front of the mirror alone, just looking at myself in the reflecting glass in the wedding dress, not even believing that this is truly happening to me right about now. That I'm truly getting married and it's not to Alexander.

I truly wish to be with Alexander right about now, to feel his arms around me and just have him hold me and tell me that everything is going to be all right again because I need that, I need him. More than I can possibly say in words, I need him.

He's the only man that I want and the only one that can make me feel better in this situation, then again if he were here then this situation would not be happening so perhaps I just need him here to make this whole nightmare end, I need it to end.