PRETTY, PRETTY☀️ YB✔

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Yeonjun- first perspective:

“Why do you wear glasses? Do you actually need them?” I ask Beomgyu.
We were at the spot again, dangling our legs in the air as we sat atop the delivery train.
“I don’t... it helps me to look innocent though” Beomgyu answers and bites onto his crisps loudly.
I had a queasy feeling in my stomach.
Beomgyu was important to me... his acceptance meant a lot to me... but I couldn’t be too sure...
What if Kai is wrong? Maybe Beomgyu won’t accept me... can I tell him-
“Junnie!”
“Huh?”
“You’re spacing out a lot today” Beomgyu tells me and fixes the glasses on his face.
“Hm”
“Also... you look a little different today”
“I-I do?”
Beomgyu nods.
“Yup... you look... really soft today” he says and reaches out his hand and touches my re-highlighted hair and pokes my cheek.
“Are... are you wearing make-up? You’re kinda glowing... and your lips are really red”
I did wear make-up... it was my sister’s and I tried to do it as light as possible, but Beomgyu was close to me so I suppose it was visible.
“And, your outfit is different too... you always wear something depressing”
I was wearing a black and white sailor outfit that Kai had sneakily bought for me.
“I-is that weird?” I ask.
“I dunno... are you queer or something?”
I heard it... the disbelief and the disgust in his tone.
“Yeonjun... answer me”
He hates me.
I wanted to cry.
“Yeon-”
Fuck this!
I jump off the train and run away.

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I cry into my pillow.
Why can’t I just get accepted?
‘You’re an idiot’
Huh? Where did I hear that?
‘Are you seriously changing yourself and hiding yourself because of them?’
I am.
‘Tsk. You talk as if you don’t have anyone’
I don’t.
‘Why are you being such an idiot!? Did you forget me? Or your sister!?’
Right.
Yuna...  Heuningkai... even Taehyun doesn’t care that I like skirts...
There are people out there who don’t care what I wear...
If there are too many people who hate it then I’ll go to L.A.
I smile.
I'm so happy I remember his words.
“Thanks, Hyung”

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I knock on Yuna’s door and wait impatiently.
She opens her door after a while with an irritated glare which dissolves as soon as she sees me.
“J-Junnie”
I smile nervously.
“Do I look weird?”
Her face contorts to something I couldn’t understand.
Was she going to cry? She looks in pain...
Suddenly I was forced into a tight embrace.
“Oh my- Junnie, I never thought I’d see you like this again!”
Yup.
I was wearing a blue crop-top and a yellow miniskirt I bought from ‘Mimi’.
That night, I told her everything. How I felt unwanted and unaccepted, how I met Heuningkai and felt the impulse to wear feminine outfits again. I told her how I wanted to help her with the finance and would skip classes and deliver drugs.
Yuna hit me.
“How could you resort to something illegal!?” she shouted and then hugged me tight.
“Thank you for worrying so much”
Yuna told me how she had proper paying jobs and I shouldn’t worry about the finance for now and that I should focus on completing my college years.
“You gotta quit that illegal job” Yuna tells me sternly.
I nod.
I needed to tell Beomgyu I was quitting.
That’s when I remember that he still doesn’t know anything about me.
I should tell him.
I should also get ready to be rejected.
While I tried to sleep I nervously thought of Beomgyu and all the people from college.
I needed to come terms with myself. If they try to bully me then I’ll punch their faces in.
Just because I dress different doesn’t mean I'm different.
I will wear something light tomorrow.

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Wow.
Wasn't expecting this much attention.
Everywhere I went, eyes followed.
I wasn't even wearing a skirt. I kept it safe and just wore a deep v-neck green sweater and mom jeans and black boots with low heels.
Maybe it was the make-up?
I had settled on a glimmering eye-shadow and light pink lip colour; it wasn't a big deal.
“Y-Yeonjun?” Minwoo looked at me with surprise written all over his face.
I smile awkwardly at him.
Someone gasped.
“That’s not Yeonjun... he’d never smile” Mino pointed horrifically at me.
“I guess I have a lot of explaining to do” I say in my normal voice and Mino gasps again.
“Since when did he sound so soft and friendly!?”
“Since now apparently” Minwoo answers his twin.

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“I'm queer”
“We see that but since when!? How did the weekend change you this much?” Mino asks.
We were in the campus field to avoid stares and the twins demanded answers.
“Since forever... I just stopped when I changed high schools and got bullied” I say.
“So, this is you?” Minwoo confirms.
I nod.
“I don’t care if you accept me or not... I don’t care if you don’t wanna be friends with me or not... just don’t try to beat me up ’cause I'm actually not lying about being a good fighter” I warn and turn to leave but feel a hand around my wrist.
I return to realize it was Mino and he had a huge smile.
“I accept you! I actually find you really cute like this! Can I squish your cheeks?”
I protectively put my palms on my cheeks.
“N-no!”
Mino laughs.
“Ah, I really prefer you like this”
I unconsciously smile.
It felt good to be accepted.
I realized that Minwoo hadn’t said anything yet so I look curiously at him. He notices my curious gaze and hurriedly says,
“I-I'm not against you or anything! I'm just shocked... even though we barely know each other... it’ll take a while for me to get used to you being a twink”
I smile again at that and see Minwoo blush and Mino clutch his heart dramatically.
Suddenly... the twins seem so much better...

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The twins are my original characters... as well as Sungi.

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