ᏟᎬᏟᏆᏞᏆᎪ'Ꮪ ᎷᎪᎠNᎬᏚᏚ

ᎡᎾᏚᎬᏞᏆᎪ'Ꮪ ᎠᎬᎪᎡ YᎾᏌ

—ᎡᎾᏚᎬᏞᏆᎪ'Ꮪ ᏢᎾᏙ—
It was...such a fine day.
It's always been a fine day to me.
The birds are chirping, the sun waving hello to me and
...these nightmares again.

Yes, I have nightmares. I kept having nightmares of my past. The past that kept haunting me for years and I don't know why. Why? Why me? What did I do wrong?

At first, It was me wearing this purple magical girl costume and having this light pink hair and pink yellow orbs and being pale on an unknown dimension, crying, sulking, feeling in despair.
I can't tell why but now I know.
It was my brother.. My not-really my big brother step brother... Kaneki Ken.. He was... all different: Looking 'emo', I guess, his hair turned bright and his orbs turned into such ghoulish crimson ones. I also noticed his clothes are bloody messy and all scratched up and his nails...turned dark. He didn't looked at me, Instead he was smiling for whatever reason that is but I can't catch his hand.
Why would I not to turn into such a mess? He was the only one who cared for me when my parents got in a car accident. He didn't cared if I was his half-lil' sister but he was right, What matters is that you love for eachother to be called siblings. And I didn't forget his words but from that moment,... It was useless, There's nothing I could do but weep. I never will be with him again..

Yes, His cruel mother did took care of me because I was such a heavy weight that she sent me to an orphanage. My grandma took me in, She was my momma's mama, She was very nice...but unfortunately, she passed away. Instead of having such a good life, My aunt and my uncle who was living with my grandma abused me. Uncle loves my 'taste' and Auntie loves beating up whatever she pleases because I was a "useless piece of shit".
To be honest, I don't know what that means but what I think is..
I've been useless again.
But grandma did reminded me that if I want to live all by myself, I have to go to her old house and live there. It's small but I would like to call it home.
Of course, The bullies did their job as always: discouraged others, calling me names and "an orphan without having real parents".  I ran soon as I can, away from the cruel world and let myself here: In Grandma's old house.

And here I am, Living alone and still on that school but let them do their business, I'm used to it. Saying, "I'm fine." with an not-so obvious fake smile.

After what happened, This nightmares happened since then. It was confusing whether my nightmare is when I woke up or when I woke up is just a lie. I have one wish:

"To be with my big brother once again."

And I hope my wish comes true.

I woke up and started my usual routine, fixing myself then off to work. I work as a café waitress at Yume Café, a café with their staffs doing their roles. Mine was being the 'Imouto' which means 'Little Sister'.
What you do in a café is just easy: delivering orders and doing your role right.

After that, I was all done. It was the time to go home but suddenly, I got called by someone.

"Roselia? A call for you. Here."

One of my friends who is a staff said and gives me the telephone with a smile.

"Hello?"

All I hear was silence on the other line until the caller was back.

"Hello fellow dreamer! Would you like to make your wish come true? Then come on in at Dreamer's Shaman Service then your wish is my command! It's right on the left of your house, Roselia Sasaki Ken."
The caller said filled with such enthusiasm.

Wait,

How did she know my name?!

Anyway, I forgot to introduce myself.
My name is Roselia Sasaki.
Adoptive Name: Ken.
My age is 15, working young but still fine and single. I dunno what is mingle but okay.