Singto's POV:-
Life is always full of surprises and now I totally understand it why. Life has given me surprises in most surprising way. I never thought that I will found my beloved nong.....Krist in this state. That we will have a child. That I will be the reason of his sorrow. That I will snatch his smile from him. That life will make us meet like this.
I was watching the peaceful sleeping figure in my lap who was mumbling my name with a smile on his face. His soft and silky hair falling on his pale face making him more beautiful.
Yes, he was Krist.....who was in my lap......
mumbling my name in his sleep.
I can see those cuts and bruises on his skin which are making my heart hurt like hell. The more I was looking at him the more my soul was cursing me. How could I do this to him......my Krist.
And those chains......oh god, why him....!!
After talking to Kat for almost an hour and deciding that now I will be with Krist, I went to my hotel where I am staying and packed my things. I told my friends that I am going to stay with my relatives from now on and they can continue this trip without me. And then I again came here.
When I reached here, I saw Kat nowhere so I asked about her to helper and she told me that she is in Krist's room since he has woken up. After hearing this, I rushed upstairs to meet Krist......after a long time and in different situation.
FLASHBACK
I was very excited and nervous to meet Kit after a long time and in different situation. I know that he is not in his right state but I know that he will recognise me. I know that I can't apologise to him now since his mind can't process anything but I will try my best to correct my mistakes.
With my trembling hands I twisted the door knob and opened the door to see Kat, seating on floor with Kit. A bowl in her one hand and with other she was trying to feed him. Krist's back was at my side and he was busy making tantrums so he didn't saw me.
Kat looked at me and nodded her head. I went towards them and sat on floor behind Krist. Feeling my presence, Krist turned towards me and looked at me smiling like he found something lost for many years.
After seeing me for several minutes, he threw his hands around my neck and hugged me tightly and started sobbing silently. Everything happened that fast that my mind was not able to process anything. Seeing us, Kat left the room and went outside.
When Krist's warm tears touched my skin then I realised that Krist is really in my arms. His familiar scent was making me believe that he is my Krist. His body warmth made me realised that how much I have missed him in all those years. His sweet voice calling my name made sense that this was the thing I was searching for long after being apart from him. This is really Krist.
And at that very moment I realised that love or not, but I need Krist in my life like air. I can't stay away from him. He was the missing piece that I was missing in all those four years. And I was that damn stupid not to realise it early.
We parted from hug and I saw Krist properly after four years and his face really changed a lot. He was looking at me again with so much love, adoration and tears in his eyes and smile on his lips. If only I could say how much I missed his face....his smiles....his voice. He caress my cheeks and asked in a childish way-
"P.....P'Sing....is this really you....??"
"Yes Kit.....it's me. Your Singtuan."
"P'Sing....where have you been. Do you know how much I missed you. Everyday I use to think that you will come but you never came to meet me. Are you.....are you still angry with me P'."
