Singto's POV:-
Life is very colourful......sometimes it's Green filled with happiness and joy. Sometimes it's Red making people jealous, fall in love. Yellow giving hope to people but I don't know what colour my life is turning into.....!!
People.....they always try to do something new or if not then their life makes them do it. Nowadays I always think that how fascinating this life is. It changes within seconds. You may loose your loved ones with blink of an eye........like me.
Life gives us many chances to fulfill our dreams but many times we are unknown to it. It gives chances to meet people, to fall in love with them, talk with your loved ones, fuflill you dreams but in my case it seems like life got tired of my dumbness and stopped giving me anymore of those.
People thinks that being Singto Prachya is very lucky......that I am very happy but whom should I tell that it's not like that. My every happiness has turned into a gloomy days. Reasons and source of my all happiness has made himself away from me. I am dying with guilt each passing day for what I have done with Kit. I just simply feel very.........hopeless.
I don't want to talk to anyone nowadays. I don't feel like doing anything. I just feel very tired and depressed and it all because I don't have Kit by my side anymore. He is not talking to me like before. What should I do now........!!!!
The day when he woke up from unconsciousness I knew that he has changed. I saw a different Krist in him. He was not looking like before. There was something else in his eyes that I has never seen before. I still remember that day when I reached him keeping my all fear and insecurities at bay, but then what happened made me crumble......
Flashbacks
After Kat went outside the room I looked at Krist who was also looking at me with something in his eyes that I was not able to understand. He was looking at me like he can read all the things going inside my mind.
After that fateful night this is the first time he is seeing me again in his full sense but this kind of reaction was not expected. He was silent.....very silent.....just like the weather before storm.......and it was making me afraid.
I went to his bed and sat on the chair next to his bed. We both were not saying anything so he took the chance and broke the cold wall of silence.
"Hey P' Sing."
"Hey......are you......are you ok now."
"Yes I am perfectly fine.....I mean I am not in my repression state. I am normal now, I will not harm you anymore."
And I just gave him a tight smile on this because I seriously don't know what to say on this.
"How have you been P'...??"
"I am fine......yeah fine."
"And what about your studies...??"
"I have completed it and now I am working with a company to gain some experience.......you know extra knowledge and all."
"Hmm....good to know that. And what about your family. How they are doing...??"
"Oh....they are doing absolutely fine and they also asked about you."
"Hmm............P'.....!!"
"Hmm......??"
"I am sorry."
"So.....sorry...but why.......???"
"For last few days you were with me taking care of mine this may have effected your work badly. Now I am fine, you can go back your work now........in simple you can live your normal life now."
