10: 16 A.M.
I am able to take a pregnancy a week or two from now... I want to as soon as possible but I know that if I want accurate results I will have to wait two weeks. I hope I am not, what am I supposed to tell my parents? My friends? What do I tell them? If it happens, do I lie and say me and Lemon liked each other or something and it got out of hand or do I tell then the truth? That he raped me.
I need to stop feeling bad for myself.
Crap, I didn't even think about my parents reading this. I didn't think about Strawberry either.. I need to tell him, but, I don't want too. I'm scared. Someones at the door, it's probably family.
2:53
That was too close, I forgot my mom invited Raspberry to come over. Strawberry came to drop her off and ended up just staying. I forgot to put my journal away and now Strawberry is giving me suspicious looks. Maybe he read the top couple lines, maybe he read the whole thing. All I know whatever he read he knows I am no longer a virgin I think.... Shit I like him too. I just walked to my room a minute or two after he went upstairs and saw him reading it.
I grabbed it as soon as I saw him and put it away.
I screwed up.
Anyways besides the awkward stares Strawberry kept giving, I tried to have fun. Don't know if my smile looked real though. Oh well.
They left a good 30 minutes ago.
7:42
Strawberry texted me a bit after he got back to his house. Not about the diary surprisingly. He just said "Hello." And I asked him how much he read of the diary. He said just the first paragraph... he knows now. He tried comforting me and I guess it helped.
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Plum's Diary<3
Roman pour AdolescentsYou know I have been feeling like I should write something for quarantine. So I settled on writing a story in the perspective of a journal. Also the cover art is by me:) ⚠️Warning I am planning on making this angsty so if you don't like that, then d...
