Chapter 6

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  • Dedicated to I think you know who you are :P
                                    

Happy Valentines Day everyone ^^ <3

This is going to be long-short and lots of POV changes but thank you guys so much for 1K+ reads :D Hopefully this chapter wouldn't be as bad as my previous ones...

Sorry to keep you guys waiting for 1 month+ or so :/ oh well

PJ POV

I gave Dan a cup of chamomile tea so soothe him before he started talking. He thanked me and grasped the tea cup.

I had known that he was gay about a month ago and his crush on Phil. Dan had told me that Phil was his life saver, bringing light into his life for the first time in years. Phil was amiable, sweet and kind, with a mix of cuteness and knowledge. A person that is so rare in this world. Dan had the right to love him, but I wonder what is happening.

Dan explained that Phil had found himself a girlfriend over the past 48 hours, gave her 3 bouquets of roses, and hundreds of flirty text massages. He also stated that He could here Phil's phone 'ding' nearly every minute. Heartbroken, one word that I can describe Dan now. I reached out and hugged him as tightly as I could. He returned the gesture and started sobbing on my shoulders. We might have been in that position for about five minutes before Dan released himself and wiped away his tears.

I gave him some of my advice, before reminding him that not everyone would accept him for he was. He nodded and gave me a small smile before running out of the house. I hope everything goes well...

Chris POV

I watched as Dan sped out of the house and slammed the door shut. This was the first time in nearly forever that I had seen him run. I looked at PJ as he walked out of his room. I gave him a questioning eyebrow, and he just shrugged his shoulder. He gave me a small kiss on my cheeks before winking at me and went to the kitchen to make some sandwiches. What on earth is happening? Was it something to do with Dan and ohhhhhh... Right. Okay got it.

Phil POV

I watched as she twirled around in her scarlet silk dress and her hair trailing behind her. She was such a beauty in my eyes. I haven't felt this in love before in my life...

I frowned as I thought about Dan. I had abandoned him for Alex. But I was mesmerized by her stunning figure that I soon thought that I didn't need Dan anymore... I was going to be as straight as a ruler, and marry her. She was the love of my life. The most glorious woman and we were on very good terms. Even though it has only been a few days meeting her, our old bond wasn't lost, it grew stronger. She looked and me and flashed that smile of hers. I got up from the seat and set the wine glass on the table before taking her hands into a slow dance.

Her eyes got me mesmerized and my heartbeat quicken as the song got more romantic. Slowly we went, waltzing to the beat of the song, passion leading us, a final breath of satisfaction as the song came to a close. I took her hand and she gripped mine as we made our way to my car. I started the engine and the familiar hum of the engine made me feel more at ease, somehow.

(Time skip)

We took a scenic drive around London, street lamps creating a mysterious type of atmosphere. Alex winded down the window and the breeze made her hair fly, making us giggle like little kids. A sense of love and chemistry had made us bond closer than ever, and it was a good start to a relationship...

Dan POV

My hand was covered with smeared blue ink, but yet, I had finished writing the letter. I re-read it once again, before a satisfied smile crept on my face. That should do it. I took my backpack and stuffed it in with my Macbook, IPhone, extra set of clothes, chargers, Pokémon cartridge with my DS, and emergency cash. I know that Phil would be the accepting kind, yet you can't always trust them. I looked around my room and said a mental goodbye to it before closing it for the last time in a while. Maybe 1 day? 2 days? 1 week? I hope that Phil would find the letter soon, and I really do hope that he would understand.

Phil POV

The stars lighted up the skies as I dropped Alex off her house. We blew a kiss goodbye and I watched her as she skipped towards her doorway and went in. After afew more seconds, I drove back home, listening to BBC Radio 1. I parked the car and climbed up the moutain (stairs) and reached the top without running out of breath... Kidding. I never run out of breath that fast.

As soon as i turned the key and opened the door, I knew something was admist. The house was in pin-drop silence and the lights were all off. It was like I entered a scene of a horror film. I flicked the lights on and scanned the room. Maybe Dan had just gone to get some food...

I plopped myself on the sofa, goosebumps on my arm. I noticed something between Dan's sofa crease and the pillow. I reached my hand over. A letter. I didn't know what to do, so I opened it.

Dear Phil,
Hi there. I'm glad you found my letter of my know about my bit of disappearance. Don't worry. This isn't because of a kidnap or a runaway. This is going to be a 100% honest and heartfelt letter from me to you. Are you ready? Then flip the page.

I flipped it.

You think that you may know me. But I guess not. What I am had got me thinking day and night for a week straight. I know my parents couldn't accept me for who I am, so I told no one, except for PJ and Chris. Now here I am...

I started tearing (tear-ing).

I hope you would accept me and not think I'm a freak or anything. I am really sure about this. I left because I didn't know what your reaction was, and I couldn't bear to see your reaction, be it good or bad. I'm leaving home for a while. Get my mind of things. I think I would be back in a few days, it depends on how long I can bear without you.

I felt droplets of slaty tears trickling down my cheeks.

Philly don't cry but...

I'm gay.

~Daniel James Howell,
Your best friend &
Secret admirer.

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