I feel so petty for making this, I feel like I need it though. Like I need to talk but I can't or everything gets worse. I force myself to bottle the emotions I feel.
Everything sucks. I want to die, yet I can't do anything. Can't die, can't off myself, can't be happy, can't escape, can't get the help I need.
I know what's wrong I just can't do what i need to!
I hide in the music I listen to, the drawings I draw, the smiles I smile, the laughs i laugh.
Every time I mess up I'm the bad one!? Every time I do good I'M WRONG. I can't be right I can't do good.
Every
Single
Time
Help me
Please
