The Northern Lights Chose Us

~ Rai Monroe ~ Chapter-Nine

I never really felt like I mattered...never felt love or that I was important...well let me start from the beginning.
My name is Rai Monroe and I was born and raised in a farm in Ohio, my parents never gave me any love or affection. Actually, they didn't even want me in the first place, my dad would always cheat on my mom, my mom would always drink to forget or take her anger out on me. School wasn't easy either...I was always considered the weird kid in the back, I never made any friends or even had a girlfriend it was aged to fit in. In seventh grade it got worse, I was picked on a lot and made fun of really easy, it was easy for everyone to take advantage of me, but...everything changed when I started high school.
I was riding my bike home, when I got home and went inside it was all a mess, everything was broken and I heard crying upstairs m. So I went to check and when I entered my parents room, there my mom was stabbed in the stomach...my dad was holding the knife and at that point I knew he killed her. He begged me not to tell anybody or that I would end up like her, so instead I helped my dad hide the body in the backyard.
After that my dad started selling drugs and all that stuff then he taught me how to use a gun.
I turned like him and after he passed away I ran his business, becoming one of the most feared gang. I changed I became cold hearted and not caring about anyone else and than I met Nick and Luke, they were there for me.
I met this amazing girl named Lily, we fell in love and she didn't care what I did or who I was, she loved me for me but she was shot right in the chest and died, from that day on, I changed, I built up with so much hate.
Once I was out hunting some animals, I noticed that there was a girl getting attacked by a wolf and I decided to safe her. I took her with me and cured her injuries. She reminded me so much of lily. She was not easy to mess with and manipulate, she was different. At first Aurora was grumpy and after she became sweet. I started developing feelings for Aurora, the ones I developed for Lily. I needed her, when we kissed. I felt a strong force with her.
After the attack of the party, I ran straight home to make sure she was okay but she was gone. There was no sign of her anywhere, I told everybody to look for her, everywhere. She wasn't anywhere and there I got frustrated and started looking around her room for any signs and I saw the clothes she was wearing before I left for the party on the floor. I was certain she went to the party and than I remembered the girl, her eyes were just the same as Aurora and I realized Drake's interest for her and I knew Drake, was involved in her disappearance.