I am a survivor

Seven years ago I relished my life as a butterfly. Of course, I was not worried about what life was like and what my duties were. In those days, I would get irritated soon. Then, when he entered my life, I was completely deteriorated by my love life and it was fruitless. I built a lovely fortress by giving soul to every brick, but my fort was demolished by him for no reason. I was looking for the reason he put it down? While trying to uncover the problem, I tried suicide several times, but it ended up failing just like my love. I cursed him to condemn him. suicide poisonous medicine which I was taken finally reversed my life entirely. There was a change in my face and body. My face changed as acid poured. Practically, every woman wants to be attractive, am I only peculiar? I was locked up again by drastic anxiety. My friends started leaving me. When I was in grieving, some people teased me and made fun of me. I started consuming a lot of products and it ended in the collapse. I was under stress for over a year. Those who were so close to my heart hurt me with words and deeds. They threw lies at me because they thought I'm an innocent person.
And then I felt that the whole mistake was mine, and I should have rejected him when he proposed to me. That humiliation remade me. I realized that "happiness" is the greatest therapy. I started doing which brings happiness in life. I started listening to stories of survival. I was inspired by them. Mostly, I was motivated by my father's story. I could not have withstood without my three friends and my family. They communicated with me. One of the things that surprised me the most was that my father, who had been denouncing me, began to encourage me.
I want to tell those people who threw lies at me, "I'm not the same person. I will pay back you if you throw anything at me, but not as what you gave me, but I can give back you with my silent victory.

But now I want to run my life with responsibilities and touch my dream destination. We don't know what will happen next. But life is constantly moving. Of course one day we will be crushed by a rock of disaster, but the question is whether you arouse or fade away from your hardest moment. Apostates breathe joyfully, then why can't we? We do not harm anyone, then why can't we survive? We know how to carve a magnificent castle, so why not build a great fortress again? What hinders us? What controls us? Stop wasting your precious pearl of tears. Throw every negativity away and bring positivity in your life. We have responsibilities, we have dreams. Go search for your destination.

I have learned! I woke up and moved out of my previous life greatly! Proud to say I survived!