The feeling of taking ecstasy is the feeling you get the exact moment you are about to start laughing; everything within that moment is released in a pure and joyful feeling of relief, radiating from your very heart in the center of your chest. You feel so good and so connected with not just the people you are with but with the world around you, with the universe as a whole. You don't just feel good, you feel content. Like everything is love and you are perfect and you are the world and the world is perfect... I woke up hearing my everyday morning alarm which wouldn't stop beeping. I don't remember coming home or anything that happened last night. The only things I did remember is arriving at the frat house and drinking a cup of liquor Ashton had handed me. the drink tasted strange it had little fizz and white as water. I never questioned it I just drink it and that was all I could remember. but as hard as i try to remember what had happened last night I had to get ready to go to school and catch the bus. Just like everyday I'm always 5 minutes early and the smell of rusty seats filled up the bus. I saw Luke siting by himself so I decided to sit next to him and ask him if he went to the party last night.
Vane: hey Luke did you go to the party last night?
Luke: um no I stayed home tutoring Katherine
Vane: damn you and Katherine though
Luke: I don't like Katherine
Vane: okay sure you don't Luke
Luke: I like someone else
I look up at look and he grabs my hand.
Luke: I like y- math!
Vane: ugh Luke your so annoying
Luke: what I'd do
Vanessa POV
I decided to get off the bus with out waiting for Luke once again but today was strange. The quad was full with people which never was, everyone was standing in front of a big screen. i decided to stay and watch and right when it was about to start Luke was standing right beside me. Virgin Ecstasy, was written in big red letters. it slowly faded away and yesterday's party appeared on the screen. one thing lead to another and I saw my self appear onto the screen. people that were near me looked at me as well as Luke I felt his eyes burn into my soul. Luke quickly got my arm and was trying to drag me out of the crowd but I felt my feet glued onto the grass. Then the camera was placed on a self in someone's bedroom and then I came out just laying in that randoms person bed. Luke pulled harder but I didn't move, my eyes got watery as I watch what was about to happen. I had been raped last night and everyone at school saw the video. once the video ended Ashton came out from behind and blew me a kiss and pointed towards Luke. I look at Luke and he was crying.
Ashton: damn did you guys see what just happen damn that was intense. I can't believe Vanessa was a virgin I would have hit that a long time ago but my friend over there Luke. Luke Hemmings. mate can you raise your hand for me yeah sadly he beat me to it. oh and look hey it's Vanessa can we give her a round of applause for showing up to school today after losing her virginity to her best friend.
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Letters To Nash Grier
Acak"You told me you'd love me forever, but you forgot to mention forever had an expiration..." This the story of how I fell in love a little to early I might say. But do I regret it, no because I learned from my mistakes and the feeling I still have t...
