Lalisa: The Brightest Star

Yonglice: So near yet so far pt.1

Lee Taeyong of Nct
and
Lisa Manoban of Blackpink

Lisa's P.O.V.

I want his attention. His hugs, kisses, and love. I'll always experience that. But not now. Everything has change. He changed. He is not the usual Taeyong anymore. He is more serious and cold now. Work was his priority and I'll never be.

"Eat your breakfast before you go to work." I sweetly said.

He just look at me,"I don't have time." He said as he walk towards the door.

I tried to catch up but I failed.

"No goodbye kiss again." I said and look back at the table,"I will just eat it all." I whispered and start to dig in.

I tried my best to not to cry while eating. Again, I failed. I'm fvcking hurt.

I don't know if I did any mistake just for him to treat me like this.

Suddenly my phone rang. Momo is the one who is calling me.

"Hey, Momo." I said happily while wiping my tears.

"Are you okay?" She asked. I just hummed."Anyway, I want to say that we will having a reunion next week. So will you attend?"

"I will ask Taeyong if we will go." I said.

It's quiet for a second before she talk again,"Are you still not pregnant? I mean you are married for three years now."

Thats the sad truth. I am desperate to have child with him. I'm so jealous to all of my friends. Momo has two child now with Heechul. Jisoo has a baby girl with Jinyoung. While Jihyo is pregnant by Daniel. And me? Doesn't have a child because my husband is so busy to work.

We end up the call. After that I got up and clean the table.

After awhile I walk towards the stair. Our wedding picture was displayed there.

A lone tear escaped my eyes again. Reminiscing of the past.

I remembered when Yeji, my cousin, told that if Me and Jaebum are the one who end up together. It's possible for us to have two childrens now. Well, that's true tho.

Jaebum is my ex but he needed to go to other country for their business. We broke up because we failed to that 'long distance relationship' then Taeyong showed up.

Actually we are arranged to be married. Because of our parents. But we really love each other. We are happy when we are together. Feels like the time is frozen when we are having a moment together. That was a good memory. How I wish that we'll get back to that stage.

I do not regret marrying Taeyong. I love him so much. He got the looks, charisma, talent, and so hardworking. He's close to be perfect.

But somehow because he is hardworking. He did forgot sometimes that he still have a wife waiting for him to come home. To have his full attention. To have his full heart. And it never happened.

Time passes by and evening came.

I looked at the wall clock. It states that it's already ten o'clock in the evening.

I'm sitting here infront of the table. The dishes are cold already. I didn't even bothered to eat because I want to have a dinner with him.

After a minutes, I heared the sound of the gate. His car is already entering the parking lot of our house.

I stand up and walk towards the door.

"Hey. How's work?" I casually asked.

He just look at me and take off of his coat.