I pored out my heart, just how I rehearsed. I was nervous and shaking. I said what I wanted but somehow it didn't feel like enough. He just took it in, almost like he knew it was coming but didn't at the same time. It left him speechless, for once he didn't know what to say. And like so many times before he put up a wall. I tried to break it down gently but what he was revealing seemed as if I was all alone in this. I quickly wished I could take it all back. Regretting opening myself up, letting him see everything that was inside of me, all of my colors.
With my heart just lying there, I risked changing what I was not willing to give up just yet. But I said it, and I meant it, and I feel it, so I did...
