Yellow • P.JM ✔

열셋

"Hey hey! What happened baby why are you crying again?" You catch him off guard because of breaking out in tears once again and he becomes worried, pulling you in a hug and trying everything to calm you down. But this time, he doesn't succeed.

"Did I do anything wrong?" He asks as you sniffle and try to stop crying, shaking your head.

"N-no.." Your vision becomes blurry because of the tears and he moves forward, kissing your tears away. You feel his arms snaking up to your small waist and he pulls you, making you sit on his lap.

"Then tell me sweetheart. What happened?" His arms stay wrapped around your waist and you feel no gap between your bodies. You look up at him to find him patiently waiting for you to answer and you feel a heaviness in your heart.

"I don't know.." You trail off and he listens attentively, his alluring eyes calming your mind's conflict.

"I-I met a girl today.. A-and she told some things..." You trail off once again, not understanding how to put your words correctly.

You let out a shaky sigh and again look at him. And as you do so, his face tells you that he already understands what you're trying to say. But he doesn't say anything except just staring at you and then lowering his gaze; and this, does something inside you.

"I don't know who you are. I don't know what you are." Your words make him look at you again, his eyes now looking like it's raining and thundering inside them, a heavy storm brewing along.

Somehow you feel strong, now ready to say everything that you've been wanting to say.

"I know nothing about you even though you somehow know everything about me but trust me, it doesn't bother me." His grip on your waist tightens and you silently whimper, strangely loving the pain.

And you continue.

"Nothing will bother me as long as you're with me." You put your head on his shoulder for a moment and raise your head back.

"I just want you." You start feeling weak once again as he still says nothing and just stares at you with those cloudy eyes. But you don't stop.

"I know you're always here whenever I need you, but st-still.." His eyes become cloudier than before and your eyes start getting wet once again, making your damp lashes stick with one another.

"Still, the fear of losing you haunts me every single day." You cry out softly as he tightens his grip more on your waist, his face inching closer to yours.

"I'm ready to do anything to stay with you b-but I can't lose you." His face gets more close than before, eyes gazing at your own and then focusing on your lips intently.

"Please.. I'll do anything. Just say that I'll never lose you." Tears fall from your red, puffy eyes.

"I want to spend my life with only you. It's destiny that brought us together, r-right?" His sweet breath fans your lips.

"Then destiny will never pull us apart." His lips brush against your quivering ones, his silence becoming intolerable for you.

"I'm overthinking right?" He closes his eyes and you stare at his slightly parted lips, just a gap smaller than a centimeter staying between you.