Yellow • P.JM ✔

스물하나

"I've missed you so much. I still miss you a lot."

The same warmness as before is present in his voice. "But is it alright for you to be here? Your ribs are in a pretty bad state." He lets out his worries with that sweet voice of his and you catch yourself swooning.

There's warmness in the shells of your ears as you listen to his whispering words and look at him with a wronged look on your face.

"You're one to talk." He stares at you unblinkingly, noticing the quivering tone of yours and quietly listens to what you have to say. "You literally came out of nowhere and swept me off my feet with your magical world and beautiful words and then left me without a notice. "

You sigh as tears once again come to say hi. "And you say you missed me. I've missed you so much more. I thought I was really going crazy. Also, I'm fine. It's a bit tricky to move but I can manage."

The soft chuckles that you missed so so much make their way to your ears and you raise your head to look at the gorgeous human laying in front of you. His one leg is kept in one place because of getting a big blow on it and he has a neck collar on to keep his neck and head in place.

There are remaining bruises on his lovely face and his hands are full with multiple bandages, you don't miss the silver of white bandage that is wrapped around his shoulder peeking out from under his hospital gown and a sob leaves you mouth.

"I look hideous huh?"

You give him a sharp look, hearing his joking tone.

"There's no one more gorgeous than you." You speak so sternly that his lips part and eyes become wide. Then he clears his throat, looking away with reddened ears.

"You're so cruel. Just look at the state of your body." It's so hard for you to not scream, to not pull at your hair. So hard. "How could you put yourself in harm's way to save a stranger-"

"You're not a stranger Y/n. You're the closest one to my heart." He's looking at you again.

This man is in such a miserable state right now but still he doesn't fail to make your heart leap.

"I don't know how but I'm sure you had the same wonderful dream as me but the thing is I kept slipping in and out of consciousness every now and then because of which I couldn’t meet you anymore. But you know better than anyone else how much it meant to me every time you came to visit me, spent time with me. I felt so loved Y/n." He grins as you sob. "So don't call yourself a stranger because you're not. The bond, the connection that we have, it's more special than anything else in this world."

Fat tears fall from your face and you once again bury your face on the bed, shaking while trying to stop your tears. A familiar warm hand pats your head and you close your eyes because of how much you love the feeling.

"Y/n-ah."

"..yeah?"

"Come up."

"Huh?" You look up at his smiling face and he slowly moves to the side, making warning bells go off in your head.

"W-why are you moving?! You're hurt!" You get up on your feet and help him as he laughs.

"This much is nothing." He looks at you with those big eyes and pats the now empty spot of bed in front of you.

"Lie down with me." Your eyes widen.

"..how can I do that? You're hurt Jimin!"

Saying his name already feels so natural to you that you feel amazed.

"You're hurt too." There's a little grin on his face.

"Y'know I only got to hold you in our dreams and it's been days since the last time." He pouts. "I can't do it now so will you come and hold me? Please Y/n? I want nothing else I just want you to hold me."