His Puppet (Antisepticeye x Reader)

Ch 19

(Y/N) POV:

As I left the basement, regret ran through my veins making me stop in my tracks. What I just did was deserved right? He's hurt me so much, he was about to hurt me again just then. I'm sure it's fair, he understands that doesn't he? I questioned myself as I slowly continued to walk up the stairs, going into the kitchen. I grabbed a glass and got some water, sitting at the table. As I drank the water I thought about everything that just happened and tried to process it.

I zoned out for a but until Seán's voice snapped me out of my thoughts. "Keep going (Y/N). He's weaker now." I looked behind me where I heard him, but there was no one there. "I'm going out of my mind." I whispered to myself, covering my hands with my face and turning back around. I laid my head on the table and sighed. I head footsteps coming from the basement and I sat back up, taking another sip of water.

That's probably the last sip I'll ever get, Anti's gonna kill me. The basement door shuts and I turned to see Anti weakly walking towards me, a calm expression on his face. He looked at me and looked away, grabbing chips from the cabinet and sitting across from me. "Ya know, I wasn't lying when I said you were stronger than you knew, (Y/N). You saw what you can do to me, who knows what you could do to a regular person?" He said, eating some of the chips.

I nodded, looking him in his eyes. "I'm sorry, Anti. I just got scared and didn't know what to do." I explained, my voice quiet. He shook his head, swallowing the chips that were in his mouth. "You don't need to be sorry. I'm impressed to be completely honest with you. I'll be okay, just need some time to heal and what not." He said, continuing to eat his chips. I took another sip of the water and put the cup in the sink, walking towards the living room.

I sat on the couch and grabbed the remote, going to Netflix. Luckily Anti had an account so I got on his and searched for (favorite tv show). When I found it I clicked on season one episode one and started watching. I heard him put the chips away and walk into the living room. He loosely wrapped his arms around my neck and laid his forehead on the back of my head.

He breathed in, kissing me. "I'm gonna go get some rest, princess. Don't do anything I wouldn't to." He said, standing up and walking away. I sat there, the tv still playing as I watched him walk away. I noticed that my breath had quickened so I calmed myself down and continued watching my show. When it ended I got bored and shut off the tv, going back into the basement and tip toeing down the stairs.

When I got down to the floor I sighed and walked over to the far end of the room, pressing my forehead on the cold cement wall. I turned around and leaned on the wall with my back, sliding down and curling my knees to my chest. I felt tears begin to prick my eyes and I angrily squeezed my eyes shut. "I am not going to cry right now. I won't let it happen." I whispered yelled to myself.

I opened my eyes and felt a hot tear run down my cheek, only angering me more. "I said no damnit!" I yelled, punching the concrete floor. I heard a crack and thought it was my hand, panicking I looked down and realized that it wasn't my hand. There's was now a large crack across the floor of Anti's basement, leaving me breathless. "What the fuck?" I whispered before breaking down in tears and running my hands through my hair.

"There is no way I just did that." I said to the walls, hearing my voice slightly echo back to me. I wiped my face and ran my fingers over the fist shaped hole in the floor that the cracks were connected to. The dirt and rocks beneath the concrete was cold and wet, leaving my fingers dirty. I wiped my hand on my shirt and stood up, sighing again.

"There's gotta be something wrong with me." I said, kicking a lose piece of concrete across the room. I picked it up and brought it back to me without moving, tossing it in my hand. Then I had an idea. What would happen if I threw it at the wall? Would it do anything? Probably not. I looked at the concrete, then back in the wall. I steadied myself and threw it at the wall. It hit it with a thud, falling to the ground and breaking into pieces.

I walked over to the broken pieces and shook my head. "Nothing? Really?" I said. Picking up the chunks in my hand. As  I walked back to the other side of the room I felt the pieces shift in my hand, causing me to open it and look down. It was back in one piece. "There's no way in hell.... it was just broken?" I stared at the concrete in confusion and sat back on the floor, dropping the piece as I did.

I sat there for what had to be hours trying to figure out how I could do these things. What did Anti do to me? This has to be something he did, because he knew I was strong or whatever. This has to be part of some plan he has right? It's not just a coincidence, there's no way it is.
"(Y/N)? Are you down here?" Anti calls from upstairs, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Yeah, I'll be up in a sec." I called back.