If only

Chapter 5

I felt my heart broke the minute I realized who was with you

So I just shrugged it off

Well its only natural since they are boyfriend and girlfriend

I just focused on the show then at my tablet....

Wanting to cry but can't or rather shouldn't

I don't want to look like a fool in front of my friends and a guy who I just met

Athough I'm really shouting inside my head

I kept taking glances at you, I wish I never knew you were there

I wish that I never knew that she was with you

For days I kept myself busy with my gadgets amd try to stop thinking of you

I didn't even go to the party the next day cause I knew that I would see you

I cried for hours in my room and fell asleep

It really hurts

        ....... to see the one you love

                                       ........ love someone else

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I still can't get over the fact that my skirt flipped this morning and I wasn't wearing shorts!! And my crush was there too!!! I hate this!!!!