Zero, that's the number of your jersey
Basketball, that's the sport that you love
Green, the color of your jersey
lay up, the move that your always using in a game
These four things are what keeps me from forgetting you. Winter break came and I never went outside my house and I rarely go out of my room. That night, I learned that you don't always win, that you can love somebody but it's their choice to love you back, that you can't force someone to love you.
Now, I felt what my senior and friend felt, now I know how heartbreak feels, I'm always sad and everything reminds me of you. My anime poster, the basketballs in my house, and most of all the number, zero.
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Today is the third week in January and I told my friends that I don't care about you anymore, that you bring bad luck to my life, that I hate you and that your just a distraction
I focused on my studies and tried to forget everything about you, I was lucky because I didn't see you anymore and I thought that I can finally move on and forget but I was wrong.
Saturday came and we still had classes, everything was really fine then I started to have a bad day because of my classmates' betrayal, I was about to go into the bathroom then I saw you with your friends "Bad luck" I murmured then went inside. I don't know what happened to me, I stared at you that time.
Lunch came and me and my friend went home, I saw one of you friends but shrugged it off, we were getting closer to my house then I saw you walking with you. I told my friend that I'm gonna get bad luck again.
I went back to school after taking my lunch then I saw your friend AGAIN! I told myself that it was a coincidence, I arrived in school shortly after that then I saw you AGAIN. And told myself that I really am unlucky today.
School finished early and we were dismissed at 3:00 instead of 5:00, I was just done cleaning the classroom with my classmates and I saw your friend for the 3rd time today and told myself that I'll see you again. And I was right, I did see you AGAIN!
I guess some part in my heart still loves you, even if you hurt me, my heart still loves you. I hated it yet at the same time loved it. No matter how hard I try to forget you, no matter how hard I try to stop these feelings, it still won't work that's because.........
I still love you.....
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Yeah! My tests are over and my sore eyes are gone! Sorry for the late update~!
Please don't tell Keen-chan I wrote this! I complained to her about HIM today.
YOU ARE READING
If only
Romance"You can want something but it doesn't mean that you can have it" "It's better to love you in silence because in silence there is no rejection"
