One Option ( Levi X Reader)

Part 1

Have I ever tell that ths story is somewhat a love triangle? Hehe sorry

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                                  "What are you drawing, (f/n)?" Petra, your bestfriend asked sitting on her bed while you're on a coach beside a big window where you can see the front yard of the hideout. "Oh you know, the usual" you replied working on your sketch. What Petra doesn't know what you're drawing.

                                      You have a gift for drawing and sketching. Everybody is fascinated with your works of art. Landscape, potraits, sceneris you name it. You're almost done with your most precious art work of all. Just a little details on those mysterious, intimidating, grey eyes. Yup that's Levi. The man you secretly love. Your bestfriend. You continued to sketch while smiling just thinking about him.

---- after minutes----

" I love Levi" Petra said from the blue. All went silent. You look at her fidgeting her blanket then back to your sketch. Ouch. Why? Three words. Who knew three words can make your world crumble. You look back at her slowly. " I love Levi" she repeated. Shot through the heart. It hurts. This is so fucked up. You shouldn't be surprised that even your bestfriend fell for that midget. Not because he is Humanity's Strongest Soldier but because he's handsome, strong, brave everything a girl could've wanted. It's no question why a lot of women chases him. But whenever you talk to him about it he says something like " Shitty brats" or " Those pigs didn't come here for the real thing" or just ticks. You just laugh at him.

"(f/n)" Petra called. " You okay? You're spacing out..." she worried. " Wha-? ah- oh,ah sorry. Just surprised." You closed your sketch pad and came to sit on her bed. " When did you start liking him?" you asked. " Well.." she started " It started way before he picked me in his squad.." she explained. " At first, I admired him so much because his strong, brave and... handsome." (OF COURSE HE'S HANDSOME) you thought . Then when he picked me, I couldn't be any happier than this!" she smiled looking up as if she was looking through that time. " I never thought I could be close to him and learn a lot from him." she said. " Then for years when we got closer... I've fallen for him.." she finished. Deep inside you're already crying. You just looked at her in surprise. Wow. 

"(f/n)" Petra said clasping your hands. " You're my bestfriend, I trust you, you're the only person who knows this. I know this is too much to ask but..." she took a deep breathe. " Will you help me make Levi fall for me?" she asked her eyes so... pure. She does love him.. so much. " Your Levi's bestfriend so I thought..."    " Is that even a question Petra?" you asked squeezing her hands. Yeah you and Levi are bestfriens. You do not want to hear that say from Petra's mouth. I already hurts so much. Petra has been you closest friend ever since she joined the Survey Corps. But... this wasn't fair. You and Levi have been friends for a long time! But Petra... she is the most sweetest and kindest person you've ever had. She saved you countless time. " Of course I'll help you silly!" you squeeled. Petra face just glowed. Happiness, hope, joy all of those you can see in Petra's face. "Ohh (f/n)!" Petra hugged you tightly. Tears are threatening to spill. " Do you think... he likes me?" she asked over your shoulder. You parted from the hug " I don't know." you told her in front of her. " But I wouldn't just sit here and only think if he likes you or not. But you know, there's a possiblity because you're smart, brave and beautiful." you said

" Who knows? There might be a reason why he chose you." you said. Petra's face turned into this determined expression. " You're right." she said " (f/n) I'll make sure your help won't go to waste." she said. (She really had to say that? you thought) "Ooohh.. it's getting late" you yawned getting off the bed and took your sketchpad. " (f/n)?" Petra called. " Hmm?" you turned to her slightly. " You don't... love Levi... right?" she asked. Shit. Why did she asked that? ( I LOVE HIM) you wanted to say that. But Petra is your bestfriend. You don't want to hurt two of your most precious people. " No Petra, I don't.." you said. All pain shot through your body. Your chest started to hurt, your eyes are getting hot, your head started to throb. " Oh.. okay. Sorry I asked you because I don't wanna hurt you or somewhat." she said worried. You gave her a fake smile to reassure her then turned for the door. " Goodnight (f/n)" she said only for her to see a smile from you and went for the door to your room tears rolling in your cheeks.

---------------------Later that late night------------------

       You plop yourself on your soft bed. You've already changed your clothing into a pair of pj's and pulled your hair into a messy bun just so your hair won't get to your face when you're sleeping. You can't believe it. Petra is inlove with Levi. The same Levi you've fallen for. Your bestfriend. Why did it have to be this way. Why are you still surprised? You always see women confessing to him out in his office. Why wouldn't they? You've fell in love with him for a long time. You sat up and grabbed the sketchpad once again and flipped through them. These were places were you and Levi were together. You flipped another page. This was the forest under the night sky where Levi was looking up together with Farlan, Isabel and you. Seeing his, they were, awe, curious you don't know. Mixed emotions. That was the face Levi Ackerman made. So rare, so... precious.

    You did it. You gave him away. " Don't say it like you and him are a couple" you mumbled to yourself. ( You don't even stand a chance) you thought. Because of him, your life had a meaning now. Tears rolling on your cheeks. Petra is your bestfriend. You would do anything for her. From now on, you won't speak or have any contact to him (unless it's necessary) so Petra can have a chance. " Fuck it hurts" you sobbed. Saying in already hurts.

                                                     You love him....