New Beginning? {Sequel to Abandoned} (MyStreet boys & more x Reader!)

Chapter 13

I sighed as I sat in my bed with my head in my hands. I can't believe I accepted Mikuru into my house. MY. HOUSE. I growled as i got up and threw my pillow across the room yelling. 

"HOW COULD THEY?! WHY DOES LIFE HATE ME SO MUCH!" I cried out with anger as i scattered papers that rested on my nightstand.

I ran to my closet and took out a black hoodie that i had secretly stolen from Zane at some point. Zane... The only person who never hurt me. 'KiLl ThEm AlL' I gripped my head as pain rushed through it.

"...What?" I whispered and glanced around my room, looking for the source of the voice.

'KiLl ThEm' my head started spinning as i fell to my knees screaming 'AlL tHeY cAuSe Is PaIn'

"SHUT UP! GET OUT OF MY HEAD! IM NOT MY FATHER!!" I screamed my lungs out until the voice died down and the pain went away.

I huffed and huffed, tears falling freely from my eyes as i sobbed. I haven't had this happen to me since i was a child... How did this happen? I thought i would never have another one of these.. He.. He can't be back, can he? He isn't in my house, is he?! I got up quickly, wobbling lightly as my legs were still weak. I grabbed a bat that I left near the door and readied myself. If he was going to be here, i had to protect myself. I won't let him take me back to his hell. My mom did everything to protect me from him.

I gulped as i walked all around my house, looking in every room and in every closet, and no one was seen. A knock was heard at my door which made me jump and yelp. I lowered my bat and slowly approached my front door. 

"Who is it?" I asked loudly, resting my back against the door.

"it's me... I came here to apologize..." Garroth's voice was heard and it made my blood boil. I told him specifically to GET OUT. Not COME BACK!

I growled loudly and slammed the door open, pointing my baseball bat at his chest and pushing him back with it "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! YOU TECHNICALLY CHEATED ON ME! WHY ARE YOU HERE?! APOLOGIZING WONT DO ANYTHING!" I shouted at him, tears falling as my voice cracked "Why... Why would you do this to me... Why would everyone do this to me.." I fell to my knees, pain rushing to them but i just stayed there. 

i looked up at him, tears falling from my face as i looked at him with dissapointment and betrayal "Please go away... I don't wanna hear from you.. Or anyone.. For a few days..." I got up to my feet but, again, i wobbled. I scraped my knees so they were bleeding.

He grabbed my arm and i turned around to confront him once more, but I saw tears falling from his eyes "It was Mikuru... She... She accidentally put me under a spell and i fell for it" he cried out silently as he looked at me with such sadness, that i believed him "I don't know how you could forgive me, so I understand if you don't..." He let go of me and started walking away.

"WAIT!" I yelled out to him, running to him and jumping into his arms, making him yelp and fall backwards onto the grass "I'll always forgive you, Garmeow!" I sat on top of him as I hugged him tightly.