What i like about you[luke hemmings,]

chapter 5

So its been three days and today is our first concert I'm both excited and nervous. What if a fan suspects that me and Luke have no cemestry. Over the last few days I packed my bags , ate food and listened to Luke trying to convince me to actually like him , he's very annoying hot but annoying .

Over the three days I relised that our kiss was nothing , it was just a rebound kiss from Dean yes Dean my Dean , I wish we were still together he's probly out there with some girl who's skinny er prettyer funer and perfect but he disservse her and I don't disservse what I have . Leah stop thinking about it your great OK you worked hard for this , I thought to myself.

Right now I'm getting ready for our first concert . I'm wearing black skinny jeans a nirvana sweat shirt and black conbat boots . My hair and make up is done. In two minutes ill be going on .

"MISS LEAH YOUR ON " said a man I don't recognise.

I walked up to the side of the stage .

And closed my eyes and counted one , two three here it goes

"ARE YOU READY BRADFORD " I screamed. A series of screams came back I smiled . " So I'm gonna start straight away if that's okay " I said more screams came back . "OK Bradford I think I'll start with a cover ya because I love singing this song it called THE A TEAM BY ED SHEERAN " I screamed more screams came back .

I signaled for Colm to start playing his acoustic guitar. And Eve and Ryan to start the bass and drums .

"Ohhhh white lips pale face breathing in the snowflakes, burnt lungs sour taste , lights out days end , struggling to pay the rent , long nights strange men ,

And they say she's in the class A team stuck in her day dream been this way since eighteen but lately her face seems slowly sinking wasting crumbling like pastry and they scream the worst hinge in life come free to us

Cause we're just under the upper hand going mad for a cup of grams she don't wanna go out side tonight and in a a a a she flys to another land sells love to another man its to cold outside tonight. For angles fly " I stopped

So Bradford I'm gonna stop here and sing my own songs .

I sang Bang bang first then 5sos sang don't stop

Then I sang Boom Clap the the boys Sang she looks so perfect

Me :chandeliers 5sos: voodoo doll

Me:Blank space 5sos:what I like bout you

Me : stay high 5sos: good girls

Me : out of the woods 5sos:just saying

Me :do it like a dude 5sos : amnesia

Me :hideaway 5sos: heart Break girl

Both: Smells like teen spirt by Nirvana

"OK guys thank for coming I love you all now me and the guys are gonna answer some of your twitter questions " I said blowing a kiss to the crowd .

"Ya so first question is from @jem5sos_Ash " said Ashton "the tweet came up on the big screen behind us . "It's for you Ashton " I said winking at Ash " it' says Ashton can you and me have a baby together " said Calum in girly voice " yea but only when we're both over twenty five " Ash shouted

From @kati_Marstwin : "Leah do you miss Dean " read out Luke "no she dosnt miss him at all she has me " Luke smirked . I felt a tear fall down my cheek Eve ran over from the side of the stage and turned me around so nobody would see me crying but I'm guessing people noticed already since I didn't answer and I turned around .

She was wisperd get words of incourgement . To me "Leah are you OK "Colm said coming over and hugging me "ya fine "I fake smiled and returned the hug .

From @_lukesbabygirl : Ashton do you really have a crush on Leah

Ashton blushed and looked down he looked up again "ya she's beautiful but erm I mean come on she's Luke girl right "he winked at me " ye Ashton she's my girl and only my girl " Luke said threw gritted teeth . He came over to my and stood behind me wrapping his arms around my waist from behind me . It was so forced like he would never let me near Ashton again .

Fuck this I don't need a man . I only need me . Cause girls run this mother fucking world .

I took his arms away from me nd walked over to Mickey . Michael hugged me from the side and I hugged him back.

When all the questions were done I went straight for my dressing room . Ryan followed me to my dressing room to make sure I was OK . "Thanks Ryan for being here for me you know I really love you your the best friend ever thank you so much " we hugged outside my dressing room door I let Ryan in first then I walked in I turned around to close the door when I turned back around I was shoved against the door.

"I'm so sorry " said Ryan then he put his lips to mine. Honestly he's a great kisser . But this is so weird this is Ryan my best friend since I was three and he has never even had even the slightest intrest in me ever , and here he was kissing me . It felt great amazing as a thing . I love this . WOW.

He pulled away with tears in his eyes "I'm sorry Leah but I love you I love you so much more than you could ever imagine, I hated you with Dean and now your with Luke I hate him . Your not his but to the public you are and I want you to be mine I'm sorry Leah I'm sorry for kepping this for you I'm sorry for telling you this I'm sorry for dating Lexi I'm sorry for kissing you I'm sorry "Ryan said sobbing by now my eyes were filling up with tears.

"Ryan I ...... I don't know what to say ... I love you to " mabye Ryan was the reson why I couldn't date Dean no more I love Ryan well at least two I think I do . "Really " he asked wiping the tears from his eyes . "Ya that's why I broke up with Dean cause I love you " I smiled . Lie . But he will belive it

Ryan came over to me and grabbed me by the waist and kissed me . I kissed him back . My arms went to his hair and started pulling at the roots he moaned through the kiss .

Then there was a knock on the door . Ryan and I pulled away from each other Ryan dived on the chair and I answers the door it was Luke .

"Hey Luke " you smiled and looked at him . Then he did the worst thing he could of done he ........

He pulled me in and kissed me . .............

And what I did was even worse ..............

I kissed back ..... and what's even worse.......

I enjoyed it more than I enjoyed Ryans. ....