Just An Option
By: NightShiningArmorr
We're walking up to the hill because he said he has something to show me here. I'm excited to see it
"Here we are," he said as I looked at my sides then I shift my eyes into the night sky, I stopped
My eyes got widen when I saw this memorable thing I ever seen
We have the perfect view for watching this thing
The pure black night sky covered by a thousand stars shining up above and quick glances of shooting stars
As I watch this beautiful view, my eyes got blurred because my joyful tears pouring out of my eyes
I closed my eyes and feel this moment and the cold breezes touched my skin
I inhaled the fresh air nature brings to us
"Why are you crying?" He confusedly asked me and I opened my eyes and I just smiled at him
"I'm just happy" I answered "it's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen" I chuckled
"Then take a picture of this scene now," he told me but I just shook my head and smiled
"Nah, I would more like to memorize it in my mind," I said to him
"Why? It's better to picture it so you can see it every day" he asked
"Because a picture is just a temporary memory while true memory is permanent, you may not remember it but it stays inside you...."
"Sion" I called him
"Hmm?" He hummed as an answer
I immediately hugged him, he was shocked at my actions
"Thank you" I smiled, he looked at me confusedly
"For what?" He asked me confusedly
"For bringing me here" I answered "It's my first time seeing this beautiful view since I'm always busy all day and all night, and I don't have time to enjoy something kind like this" I continued and looked at him with a smile
I removed my arms from hugging him and stepped a few steps without removing my stare at him
I saw in his eyes that he surprised but with a hint of guiltiness I just ignored it, he looked away as I brought my eyes back to the stars
"Ahm Celes?" He called me
"Yeah?" I faced him with a smile
"Ahm actually this trip is for me and Carryle but she already had a plan today and since she refused I asked you if you're interested so yeah," he told me
My smile faded after he told me the truth but I immediately force myself to smile while I secretly bitting my lower lips and trying myself don't cry
"I'm so sorry Celes" he apologized
"No need to apologize Sion it's fine... really," I told him with a smile
His words keep repeating in my mind, I bitterly laugh mentally
For me and Carryle
I bit harder my lower lip at that line
Since she refused I asked you
Now I'm not crying tears of joy anymore because I know that one of my tears is a tear of pain
I thought he planned this for both of us but I think it's only me who assumed that much...
No one would choose me first...
I'm just an option
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Just An Option
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