trying my best

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time skip (2 days later)

avani's pov
we came back from hawaii yesterday, anthony and i are so busy that probably the next time i see him is playlist, in a weeks time. i was scrolling through my comments on my recent TikTok.

comments

@user1 pls notice me!!!

@hater1 ew. anthony deserves someone better

@hater2 whore. such a homie hopper

@hater3 i can't believe anthony will date someone so pathetic

@user2 queen, don't forget your crown 👑

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am i not enough for Anthony?

why does Anthony even like me?

wh*re

homie hopper

ugly

pathetic

downgrade

h*e

clout chaser

b*tch

tears slowly ran down my cheeks, so much hate. what if it was all true? am i really a wh*re?

time skip (3 days later)

anthony's pov

i have not seen vani since baecation and that was 5 days ago. we leave for playlist the day after tomorrow. avani has not been answering my texts or calls. i feel like something's wrong. Amelie suddenly called me

incoming call: amelie AAA

decline❌ accept✔

accept ✔

on the call

am- hey, um has vani answered and of your texts or calls?

ant- no, do you know what's up?

am- no, that's weird.

ant- what about charli and dixie?

am- they're back in Connecticut and addison said her doors locked

ant- oh...

am- are you free to go down to the hype house today? i have a modelling job

ant- uh yeah, my meetings cancelled so yeah

am- ok great bye

ant- bye

i got dressed, grabbed my car keys and left for target

i texted in the sway chat just to let the know

sway boyss 🔥🤪💦

ant- i'm just left the house

other boys- ok

i grabbed some mini brands, seaweed and paid. i drove thru mcdonalds and got some chicken nuggets for avani and headed for hype house.

at hype house

i texted chase so that he could open the door for me. i hopped of my car, took everything i bought and knocked on the door. 

"hey man. how's avani?" i asked

"idk man. she's been in her room for days, we've tried everything to get her to come out but she just won't." chase said has he opened the door. 

i nodded and ran up the stairs to avani's room. i twisted to door knob but it was locked.

"vani bebe, please open the door. it's anthony." i said. there was no response.

" come on vani, i got you chicken nuggets." i tried again, still no response.

i went down to thomas and asked if he had a spare key to her room. he handed me the key and i walked up to her room and unlocked the door. she sat in the floor curled up in a ball, crying. i placed the things on the table and hugged her. she lifted her head up, her eyes were puffy and red from crying. she looked at me for a second more and quickly went back into a ball.

"vani, baby. what's wrong?" i asked

"n- nothing... just hate," she replied

i started explaining to her how they only see what is on social media and not who she truly is, how beautiful and amazing she is. she slowly opened up to me about everything that was going on and calmed down. she took a shower and we cuddled to sleep.

i truly love her

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hi guys,

sorry for the super late update. im gonna update more often now ince my tests are over. so much tea has been spilled. 🤯 OH MY GOSH!!! like all this chase nessa drama (i dont understand how nick is involved and I can't wait for teatok to come out), ant for saying the n word and leaving sway, the boys in the clubhouse being kicked out??? and there is still so much more. on the bright side, braddison seems to be coming back and cynthia and quinton have reunited. so YAYYY!!

~clara 🪐