Lams FF- I hope you're satisfied (Hanahaki Disease)(College AU)

Chapter 1

(If there are any Mistakes, please tell me so I can overwrite it. English is not my foreign language but I'm going to try my best.

Btw it really hurt me to write parts of the Chapter)

(Warning of Homophobic Actions and Comments, Violence)

Johns POV

"Where the Hell is it?!" I sighed frustrated. I just couldn't find that stupid Sketchbook. Again I looked trough my already packed stuff and the longer it took me to find the book the more annoyed I got. I didn't had much time left,then I saw it. It was laying between my bed and the wall. It must have slipped behind it when I was rummaging through my stuff.

I grabbed it and put it in my backpack.After that i looked through my room for the last time and tried to remember if I had forgotten something.

"GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE OR YOU'RE GOING TO BE LATE"

I winced and quickly took my bag, in no time I ran down the stairs where my father expected me with disgust in his eyes. I looked down at the floor to avoid looking him in the face.

"Go now, I don't want something like you in my house any more."

"But Father-"

"Stop calling me that!" he got louder again

"I cant believe, that something like you calls himself my son...and i don't understand how and why you turned out this way?! What did i do wrong that you have to be one of these Gay People, they're wrong in any possible way!"

Surprised and sad i looked up, only to see disgust and disappointment in my fathers eyes.

"John-" I looked to my right were I saw my little Sister. She looked up to me, I could see that she was on the verge of tears, I kneeled down in front of her and tried to smile for her.

"Hey... it will be OK, I'll be back before you know" I patted her head and tried to calm her down. She was the only one left whom I had to say Goodbye to. I had already said Goodbye to James and Henry Jr. last evening because they needed to go to school today.

"Don't touch her with your filthy hands!" I felt a foot in my side and gasped in surprise. I quickly jumped up to avoid another kick.

Martha looked in shook to my Father.She never saw him beating me, I've always tried to avoid showing her what he does to me. I always came home late so I knew that she was asleep or I came out of my room when she was at one of her friends houses.

For a short moment I looked at my father, I saw the raging anger in his eyes so I decided it would be the best if I would go, when I still had the chance. I grabbed my bag and walked towards the door.

I heard a sob from my sister and turned around, smiled at her for the last time and then walked outside. I closed the front door behind me and walked to the car which would drive me to my college.

I got in the car where I immediately put on my headphones to avoid a conversation with the driver.

I looked out of the Window of the Car and I started thinking about everything, the world I live in and how unfair it can be at some times. I mean... you can die of One-Sided Love... its pretty rare but when it happens the News are full of it... I dont think this will ever be a Problem for me, I have never been in Love and im not planning on falling in Love with somebody.

(I hope you liked the first Chapter, if you have suggestions for improvement please tell me)

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