The life of Marie Foxe

Adult

          Age 22: he started hit he I thought he loved me, he said he loved me but yet he's hitting me he demanded a DNA test every time she was brought up, am 8 months pregnant and I would never let my child go through What I went through I love me unborn daughter I never thought I was capable of love but I can't help but love her. She is my world. Why is it that every time I make a monster disappear another one reappears like a bad and fucked up dream. Everything just hurt so fucking much. It so painful. Nobody should be trusted, nobody can help. Everybody is an enemy.

Age 23: I was so lucky I was able to put him to get right after I gave birth and saw her, I knew she little body and I knew right away I had to end the relationship with her father. I was willing to try even though he had the leverage, he had the money, power and popularity and for once justice prevailed and he's going to be doing jail time and am filing a restraining other against him. I thought time off school to take care of my little baby girl. I haven't talk to my mom for three years after I moved away, she cut ties with me. What kind of mother do her own daughter like that?

Age 24 I had to quit school, I had to take care of her I wanted to show her that life isn't away awful maybe am being selfish maybe I was to show myself that life wasn't all bad. I had to go back to work and with a baby it was the hardest thing ever, but I had to in other to get keep her. I wanted to protect her.  She was my proud and it will always be me and her against the world forever and always.

She was my blessing

My reason to love

My reason to live

She is my issues destiny

I can't describe the kind warmth she provides

The masterpiece I was meant to create

I wonder if she would ever know how love and wealth, she gives

She would never know how proud I am of her

She is my reason to forgive

She's my reason to die

She my present and future

Age 26: He's names is John Dean he's name is so simple yet mysterious, he has a way of seeing the world so beautifully that what I admire about him nothing I can do. Emma introduced us she said he was a good kid. He makes me laugh something I don't usually do, and Sofia loves him. Sofia is now three years old she is so smart and understanding and I work so hard so I can shield her from this cruel world and give her everything she deserve. 

Age 28: He said he loves me; I didn't know what he meant when he said love nobody has ever loved me the love, I was searching for I found it in Sofia and am more than satisfied with her. But with him the "love" was different he said it with genuine in his eyes, you could see it. Every if you were blind you could hear it in his tone. We've been dating for a year now and he kept it slow because he understood me and what I've been though. He knew I couldn't read emotions like he does but he never cares about that he just wanted me.

Age 30: I went back to school

Age 32: Am so happy I have a loving husband, Sofia is 9 now and she has a baby brother now he's name is Lucas William  Dean. John and I have been married for 3 years now  and I have never been so happy in my life and life is going so smoothly, I feel so complete.