Falling For My Bandmate (Book 1)

First show of tour

Today is an existing day, we are getting ready for our very first show of the tour. We just got to the venue and it is in downtown Los Angeles. After the show we go to the airport and fly to Oregon. After that we get a tour bus in 20 US States and Canada in two towns. Then we go on a plans to England, then France, after that we go to, Japan one town, then Australia three towns , then back to the US and the final show will be in Kansas, which is where me, Colby, Sam, and Jake are from. Anyway back to it. We are in the green room waiting for the opening act to finish, which is Katrina. So like, twenty minutes left. The closed it gets to us going on stage the more nervous I'm getting. And I think the guys can tell. "Bailey?" Sam says "yeah?" I say looking up at him. "Are you ok?" Sam asks "yeah, I'm just nervous, I mean this is the first show of our first world tour, I don't want to mess up on day one" I say "I totally get it, and I definitely know I will, but it's fine, if you forget the lyrics, the fans will know em" Jake says. I laugh slightly "I mean I've seen hundred times of covers of our song's" I say "yeah, same" Corey says. "Ok, we have about five minutes now till we need to get out there, so let's do our thing" I say. We all go out of the green room, we stand by the stage and then huddle into a circle. We place our hands into the middle and Sam began talking "this has been a fun experience, we have made memories, and I hope that we will get the make more" Everyone agrees then Jake goes "it has been one hell of a year, and it will get better" I smile then I go "it has been stressful, but exiting. This album is what will help us get to the top" I say looking around the circle "and we aren't going to stop till we get to the top" I smile "let's do this, let's live the dream and bring the house down" Colby says "and dance" Corey said. We all laugh "to the best group of friends, making their dreams..a reality" Colby says. 
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Katrina walks off stage and a video began playing. It showed clips of us as kids and signing. And it showed short clips of us in the studio when recording the album. The video finished then me and the guys went out on the stage as it went dark. It was quite a minute then our first ever song Never Again. And then the show was suddenly done, and we where preforming our song Daybreak, which is also the name of the album. After the song we walk off stage. Then go back in to talk to the fans one last time. "Did you guys enjoy the show?" I ask everyone screams "let me tell you, before coming out, I was super nervous, then, I heard you guys begin  singing our songs to us, and it is an incredible feeling for know that we have each and every single one of you supporting us, it means alot, truly" I say "so we did a cover of this song called no time to die, it is by Billie Eilish, and we decided that we would do that as the closing song" Jake said. Everyone screams "well, let's do it" Colby Said. The music starts playing "good night everyone, drive safe, and have an amazing rest of your weekend" Corey said. Sam started singing and then Corey, after Corey Jake does, then Colby. And I did the bigger, and more powerful vocals and we all finish the song the walk of stage. "Good night Dreamers" I said as I was the last to leave the stage. I get to the back of the stage and I felt amazing. "That was awesome!!" I shout.
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We got to the airport, went through security, then to our gate. After that we get on our plane. After we landed in Portland we got our bags and there was a tour bus waiting outside. We all got on and the first thing I did was pick a bunk and lay in it "wake me up when we get to the hotel" I say "ok, have a good nap" Jake said. Before I fell asleep I heard someone open the bunk and curtain across from mine. I look and see it's Colby. Oh yeah, this definitely helps the whole crush thing. I lay my head down and fell asleep. I wake up to someone shaking me. I open my eyes and see Colby "hey we are at the hotel, it is like 12:15 so everyone is already in their rooms" He said "mk" I say sitting up. I slide out of the bunk, but forget it's a top bunk, so I end up falling on my ass. "Shit" I say "you ok!?" Colby asked kneeling down next to me "yeah, just forgot it was a top bunk" I say. "Ok, also you and me are sharing a room, I have our bags in there already" Colby explains. "Ok" I say.
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We get to the hotel room and I just go to the first bed I see and get on it. "Still tired huh?" Colby asks "yeah" I say "I'll probably be up for another hour, so you go to sleep" Colby said sitting on the other bed. "Ok" I say. I didn't even take off my shoes and I fell asleep.

Colby's pov.

Bailey fell asleep and I shake my head and laugh. I take her shoes off since she forgot and take her jacket off. I put her shoes next to mine, then put her jacket on one of the chairs. I get into the other bed and go onto my phone and look through my social media notifications..not all of them. But most. I reply to a few tweets, heart a couple comments on my last post. And look at some snapchats. It is now 1:02 and I am super tired so I plug my phone in and also Bailey's that she had next to her. I go change into sweat pants and not bother with a shirt. I feel like the guys purposely are sharing rooms because they know I like Bailey. If so that is kinda rude. This doesn't help the problem. Especially since she looks so beautiful sleeping. I'm NOT being creepy and watching her sleep. I just happen to look over. And then see how peaceful she looked, her calmly breathing, then the way she seems as if she has not a problem in the world. She is so perfect it hurts me to see her in pain. Like the other day, when she was telling me how she felt like she couldn't be herself, like I couldn't just be her best friend. My heart shattered when she started crying, and I know she tries to be happy. But I see right through is. Because in reality she is sad, and it's killing me. I just want to tell her...that I love her. And  Sam was right I've liked her for a while. Like the first day we met. And she doesn't feel the same. And that is fine, as long as I am here for her, and she is happy. Because isn't that what you do for the ones you love? Try to make them happy?