Falling For My Bandmate (Book 1)

I want to leave the band

This is going to be the hardest thing I do. But I can't do it anymore. I'm going to leave the band maybe that will make things better. Yeah, it will just probably not for us. I'm going to talk to the guys when Sam gets back from hanging out with Katrina. It's gonna be hard to say, since it was me who gave the idea for a band. And I'm leaving. I would stay if everything didn't get to me. But it's just to hard on me. And it makes me sad that I am doing this. I mean this band means a lot to me.

Colby's pov

Bailey seems more sad then the past week. I really hope she is ok, and it doesn't help that she isn't talking to us anymore about how she feels. She is starting to put on a fake smile. I know what her real smile looks like. And this one looks broken, it looks like she has been hurt. And I know she has by all this hate. We should've just not told the fans and kept it in with the inner circle of our friends. I knew she was an emotional person, she always has been. And this seems to have broke something in her. She doesn't deserve any of it. And I feel like it's my fault for her tears, that it's my fault she is hurting. And it breaks my heart to even think that. But I can't help it. Suddenly Bailey walked in and said she wanted to talk to me, and to go to the ling room. Then she left our room "wait Bailey" I say following her

Bailey's pov

Sam just got back and it's time, I'm gonna call the guys to the Living room and tell them. God this is going to suck. I go to me and Colby's room and Colby is on his phone "Hey Colbs, um, I gotta talk to you, go to the living room, I'll be right there" I say then walking out "wait Bailey" He said following me out "yeah" I say "what's going on?" Colby asked "I'll explain, just go to the living room, I gotta get the other guys too" I said walking to Jake's room the knocking. "Yeah?" I heard through the door "hey Jake, I gotta talk, meet me in the living room" I say then walking to the next room. I then heard the bedroom door open and footsteps behind me "are you ok Bailey?" Jake asked "no, but I'll explain why, go to the living room with Colby" I say. "Ok" Jake said walking away. I get to Corey's room and knock on the door. I heard shuffling and then the door opend "hey Bailey, what's up?" I gotta talk to you, can you go wait in the living room with Jake and Colby, I'll explain after I get Sam" I say "yeah, ok" Corey said going that direction. I got to Sam's room and knock on his door. It opened and Sam looked at me with a frown "you ok Bailey?" He asked. "Not really, but come with me to the living room, the guys are already there" I say "ok" Sam says
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I get to the living room and Sam sat down with the guys. "So why did you want us all in the living room?" Jake asked "I gotta tell you guys something" I begin "well tell us, it's obviously killing you" Colby says. I nod "so, for the past two days, I've been thinking..and I. I want to leave the band" I say "why?" Corey asked "I just don't feel like I can do it anymore" I say as my eyes watered up "it's just getting to h-hard with everything and I just feel like if I do this it, it will help some" I say as my voice cracked and I began to cry "I'm sorry if I'm letting you guys down by doing th-" I was inturupted by Jake getting up and hugging me, then Colby.

Jake's pov

I could tell it was hard for Bailey to get it out that she was leaving, so I got up and hugged her, and then Colby did. She then fell to the floor with me and Colby holding her. The guys came up to her and she was crying so hard she couldn't hardly do anything. "I'm so sorry guys" She said between sobs. Bailey is like a sister to me, and it hurts seeing her like this. God this is horrible, all the hate got to her head and it's destroying her. It's sad that this is happening to such a happy, caring, and loving person. She doesn't deserve it and she is hurting from words said.

Bailey's pov

I suddenly feel my legs give out after Colby hugged me. I felt more arms wrap around me "I'm sorry guys" I say with a sob between each word "I- I just feel like I'm letting you guys down" I say as more tears ran down my cheeks. "You aren't letting us down Bailey" Colby says. "You sure?" I ask as I sat up and the guys gave me some space. "Yeah, you aren't letting us down by leaving. You are still our best friend, and I'd it makes you feel better. We will stay together" Sam said. "Yeah, I would feel horrible if I was the cause of the band to break up" I say.
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I was surprised everyone had good reactions to me leaving the band. I really thought they would be mad, or disappointed. But they took it well. And I'm glad they did, if they would've acted the way I thought I would feel horrible. Now I have to tell the fans. That's going to be the hardest part. So I won't do it for a while. But I am however exited to see what the new future has.