★Will I Ever Be...Ok?★(re-creatng, Sorry Luv.)

°•~'Im Lost.'~•°

Dekus' POV:
Iida stares at me with sad eyes. I feel numb, and smile. His eyes tear up.
"Midoryia... Can I please come in?" I open up the door as a sign to come in. He steps in my room and I close my door. I look over at Iida, his head down towards the floor, arms at his side. I feel dred flood threw me, my face grows pale.
"Midorya." He says in a stern voice. He seems angry. "WHY IN HELL WOULD YOU DO DO SUCH HORRIBLE THINGS TO YOURSELF?!" I feel tears on brink of falling from my eyes. "W-what do you mean Iida?" My obviously fake smile grows as a tear makes it was down my freckled face.
"The blades....the pot...all of it...please. TELL ME WHAT I CAN DO TO HELP!" He was breaking down at this point, sobbing. My face grew even paler, my 'smile' gone. "Iida...im sorry..."
"THATS ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY?" I flinch as he yells. His expression full of hurt and anger. It scares me. "When u hurt yourself, it hurts me. Please...I want to know...why?"
"Personal reasons...." I look at the ground, not scratching the back of my hand out of aniety and instinct. He grabs my hands and pulls them away from eachother, and befote i could react, he yanks up my bloody sleeve. I had forgotten...I guess I didn't pay attention. Stupid! I began to sob, my knees buckle and I fall to the floor. Iida drops with me. His sadness expression eating me away inside. I caused his pain.
"Midorya, I want your blade, your drugs, and your alcohol. We can go through this together." He has a small smile planted on his lips. Tears slowly falling from his beatiful blue eyes. I can see the pain in them. "No Iida! I need them...I need to feel some sort of relief! I'm sorry u had to find out this way, but just.. Just got home!" I shout out of anger, confusion, and mostly pain. "Midorya,your....you seem broken. I can see it now, in your eyes, and all the signs I missed before... Im so sorry!!" He was sobbing again. "I'm not broken if my pieces were stolen, I'm lost." He went wide eyes he pulls me into a hug. "May...I stay over? I don't feel comfortable leaving u alone..." He pulls back from our hug and looks me in the eyes while playing with his fingers. "Iida...I'll be fine, please go home and rest." I throw on a soft, sincere smile. He friends at me. "U can't lie to me again." Ouch. "I don't want to invade but I'm afraid your not safe to be alone right now." He says.
"Fine...I'm sure my mother will be fine with it." I look away and pull my knees to my chest and look up at my ceiling on attempt to avoid his gaze. "Can I have the...? I don't want u to get even more hurt." I sigh and crawl over to my bag and pull out 2 of my many blades, one of the plastic baggies full of...and then finally my ONLY bottle of vodka, ugh. I slide it over to him. He gives a small smile to me and shoves them in his bag.
"Wait- what r u going to do with those?"  I said, knowing I spent a decent amount of earned money on that stuff.
"I'm going to give it to the police, and resort to telling them I had found it out behind a building during a walk." He rubbed the back of his head. I layed on my floor and closed my eyes.
"You know, we still need to take care of your self harm." He said sadly. I sighed once again.
"Where is your medical equipment? Such as a first aid kit maybe?"
"My bag..." I said to him. I keep almost all of my valuables in there, cause less suspicion for others. Iida reached  into my bag and feels around, until he pulls out my last bag of weed.
"Midorya. I wish u please stop lying to me. I only want to help..."