🌙☁️⸝⸝：𝐴𝑛𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑠

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Ok yuuUuPpO major triggers in the chapter and mentions of: depression and suicidal thoughts and actions.
I'm sorry I'm writing from my life experiences, if you don't like chapters like this it's very understandable.
Touch deprived peps stand up 👁👄👁
Word count: 1073

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Asahi pov:

I know my girlfriend isn't the most mentally stable but it's been 3 days since she has talked to anyone. I'm starting to get real worried.

"Alight I'm going to y/n's place, I'll skip in the meat bun" I said waving off my teammate breaking our tradition of going to get food after practice. I'm just really concerned at the moment.

I ducked into the corner shop which was at the top of her road. I brought some healthy snack along with my usual which consisted of: junk food and snacks, sodas and water bottles, pads as it was her time of month and something for her parents. I payed for everything and left the shop.

I made my way to her house and knocked on the door waiting for an answer. Suddenly her mom opened the door and her expression softened when she saw me.

"Oh Asahi thank the lord for you being here right now. She hasn't come out in 3 days, no food, no showers and no human interaction. Help us" I could sense the hopelessness in her voice.

My face dropped, why didn't she tell me?

"I-uh yes Mrs. L/N. Anyway here, enjoy" I said pulling out a tray of expensive looking chocolates from the shop.

"Thank you Asahi" she said rubbing my shoulder and flashing me some what of a smile.

I entered the house to see y/n's dad sitting in the couch watching TV.

"Hello sir" I said to him and he turn around to face me.

"Oh hey son didn't see you there, are you staying the night?" He questioned.

"If y/n wants me too, I'm here to help" I said while flashing a slight smile.

He nodded my way and let out a 'mhm' turning back around to watch whatever it was he was so deeply emerged into.

I climbed the stairs and knocked on her bedroom door. Obviously no answer...

I walked in and saw probably the last thing I wanted to see at the moment. The room was dark and musky and my girlfriend sitting on her bed swaddled up in her comforter staring at her ceiling. I sighed

Y/N pov:

I heard someone that I presumed to be Asahi enter my room.

I heard what sounded like a plastic bag hit the floor and a few moments of silence. I didn't dare look his way.

I heard him sigh then take a deep breath.

"C'mon baby it's so dark in here. Put the night light that I got you at least" I shook my head still staying silent. I heard footsteps towards my bed side counter and suddenly I saw a galaxy plastered on my ceiling. My eyes stung for a bit but eventually I was staring at all of the patterns facing along my ceiling.

"Pretty" I muttered with a croaking voice as I hadn't used it for days.

"Awww baby come, let's get you out of bed and all washed up, I brought you food"

I heard Asahi say as he walked into my attached bathroom. I heard the water running as he started to run me a bath, again I refused to move a muscle.

Asahi walked straight past me and opened one of my windows to let some air in but still keeping my curtains shut. He sat down next to me in the edge of my bed and started to remove me from my burrito. His eyes widened once he found what I was fiddling with underneath my covers. A rope with a slip knot tied in it (just a fancy way to say noose).

"Why. I uh why didn't you tell me?" He said tears welling up in his eyes.

"Would of been quick and easier for the both of us" I muttered in a monotone voice while turning my head so I wasn't looking at him.

"I know the past few days, weeks, months have been a bit hard for you. Why didn't you tell me you wasn't doing great. But you just being able to smile at me is a blessing. But it'll soon be in the past I promise. If the weight of life gets too hard for you pack it onto me, it's not too much for us to get rid of together okay?"

He kissed my forehead.

"Come it's time for your bath" he said picking me up, I felt so useless. He undressed me and put me in the bath, the warm water relaxing my tense and stiff muscles.

"You stay here and I'll clean up your room but let me get you some clothes first." He said taking off the hoodie he was wearing and putting it on the counter and later coming back with some shorts and underwear for me.

While Asahi wasn't in the bathroom I sunk under the water submerging myself completely. I just shut my eyes and stayed there holding my breath until my body made me breath. I eventually started gulping in water until I felt Asahi pulling me out of the tub.

"Y/N? Baby? Can you hear me" he said as he placed me over his shoulder and slapping my back trying to get me to cough up the water like burping a baby.

Eventually the water started coming up and it fell into the sink. Once he was sure I was done coughing up water he placed me on the toilet seat. He look into my eyes with nothing but fear in his eyes.

"Where getting you read and I'm going to find you help" he said grabbing a towel and wrapped it around me as he grabbed a cup and my toothbrush.

He put toothpaste on my toothbrush and some water in my cup. He started brushing my teeth telling me to spit in the cup eventually.

He fixed a pad into my underwear as i finished drying myself off and putting the clothes that I laid out for me.

Part 2? I'm just unmotivated rn n have some requests to do but lowkey don't wanna even this is halfway done I'll do em tho ion wanna upset no one