Painted In My Blood

Chapter 4: The Truth About Feelings.

I made my way down stairs, pulling myself together before I reached the bottom step. Once I stepped foot in the kitchen, I grabbed the cutting board and started cutting up enough food for the pack members.

    The floor boards started to creak, signaling to me that someone was up and moving ahead of schedule. Maybe it was Kander, or maybe someone else heard the two of us talking last night.

For breakfast I planned to make Biscuits and gravy with Bacon and scrambled eggs. I couldn't make regular eggs but I could scramble them, and that seem to be okay with everyone else.

     When the Bacon hit the sheet pan and into the oven, the foot steps from earlier moved down the stairs. "Meadow... Up so early". I shook my head "Asshole". Oliver sat down on the sofa in the front room, turning on the TV. "What's a matter... All tired from last night". I balled my fist together. "That's it I'm killing him". I pinched my skin once more, "No" I murmured. Oliver smirked, "You could always come upstairs with me if you want some real fun". I ignored his remark, "You couldn't please a teddy bear if you rubbed it down with lotion". Oliver stood, "What the fuck did you say to me". I turned toward Oliver, "Kander is the alpha, he is also the boss". Oliver stepped closer, "Keep telling yourself that... I could take his place if I pleased. Everyone knows he's getting soft on you... And if I were him then I would've already killed you off about a week ago". I grabbed a knife from the cutting block, "Please do me a favor". Oliver grabbed the knife from my hands, slamming me against the sink. "Not so tough now are you".

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    Oliver had his hands between my thighs, moving himself against me. I was disgusted, did everyone see me as someone to get off on while they killed the other females, or was it just that easy to spread my legs and take advantage of me. "I think I might enjoy this to much for my own good". I laughed, "I think you better stop while you're ahead... Before something bad happens between the two of us". I could here Oliver unzip his pants, his belt jingling. I threw my head back, hitting him square with his nose. Oliver back handed me, sending my body to the ground. I stood back up, only to be pushed back down again. I screamed as loud as I could before Oliver slammed his hand over my mouth. "Hold still" Oliver groaned. I slammed my head back, "Get the hell off of me".

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    Before Oliver could finish what he started, the front door opened to reveal a very pissed off Kander. He was naked and blood soaked.

   Kander rushed over to where Oliver had me pinned, ripping him up from my small and weak figure. Kander focused completely on Oliver, ignoring the fact that breakfast was burning and I was on the floor face first.

    "I'm going to enjoy this".

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Kander grabbed a hold of Oliver, slamming him against the back wall. Oliver's body went straight through the wall and into the yard.

    I stood up from the ground, running for the stairs, I had to tell someone they were killing each other. If anyone would listen to me it would be Sebastian.

    His room was two away from mine and often times he would come in to check on me and make sure I had something to eat that night.

   I ripped his door opened, he was asleep in his boxers next to his son Jasper.

     Jasper was Maria's son, she was killed after his birth but Jasper made it. The story was upsetting mostly because Maria wasn't a wolf but she was Kander's sister. When she was around Kander never had anything wrong to say to me nor did he hurt me and I was thankful for that.

    "Sebastian their going to kill each other... You have to pull them apart". Sebastian stood instantly, "What the hell is wrong with them two". Sebastian pulled on a pair of sweats, keeping his chest and torso bare. Sebastian turned to where Jasper was laying, "Stay here... Meadow watch him". I nodded, "Of course".