Sad imagines (Mattia)

the bet

⚠️suicide⚠️

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i woke up for school today feeling like a bad bitch because i was dating thee mattia Polibio the boy every girl was obsessed with and gosh he was amazing it was kinda weird how he just wanted me outa no where he just confessed his feelings oh well i can't wait to see him. I got to school looking like a bad bitch and well some people were nice to me others were just laughing at me i didn't know why until
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i got to lunch every student laughing at me i felt my cheeks get red and then Mattia walked in
Y:yo what's going on
Mattia:uhm see the thing is
Y:WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON POLIBIO
Mattia:youre actually dumber than i thought
Kairi:fucking idiot bruh
Alejandro:she's a dumbass
Alvaro:cut it
Y:Mattia what the fuck
you felt a tear rush down your cheek because well 5 days ago these boys were your bestfriends
Mattia:EYO MAR YOU GOT MY $100 dollars
Mar:yeah boi can't believe you pulled that off actually
Mattia:i'm da boi
Y:Mattia
Mattia:see i made this 100$ dollars off of you
when he said those words my heart dropped it sank then next thing there were tears in my eyes you looked at mattia laughing then you got up and slapped him
Mattia:yo what the fuck
Y:fuck you Mattia okay you fucking used me for money you made me feel like i was worth something
Mattia:what
Y:i've had it rough the day i was born okay from being a 5 year old sleeping in the streets to being a 12 year old getting raped and beaten up by my foster parents getting bullied at school because of my scars and then came highschool i never got a break here everyone bully's me Mattia and guess what you just made it way worse thank you for adding to the reasons why i should fucking kill myself
Alejandro:but it's like who asked
Kairi:bro facts
Y:fuck you
You walked away with balling your eyes you walked home and got a text

Mattia🥰❤️
I'm sorry

Y/n💀
fuck you mattia i hate you

Mattia
Im sorry i really didn't mean it
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i was just tired of life at this point i went into my room then straightforwardly the bathroom i filled the bathtub with water and got my pills that i've been wanting to use for months now then i went to my desk to write the letter

dear mom
mom even though you only came into my life this year i forgive you and i don't want you to think what i'm doing is your fault okay you've been the best mom ever and these past months made up for the years i love you momma stay safe

dear Anne
Anne my bestfriend my pillar of strength i live you so much thank you for being there for me everytime a bitch hurt me i love you and i always will

dear Mattia/Kairi/Alejandro
well this is mainly for Mattia but i want all of you to read this uhm thank you for the 2 weeks you guys were in my life for. With you guys i was so confident and uhm well yeah
I know you guys are probably gonna read this like bruh who cares but i care i love you and appreciate you guys for making 2 weeks amazing
when i got to school today morning i felt like i could take on the world because of you guys but i guess not
Also uhm well i hope you spend that money wisely Mattia a life was lost because of it

you wrote a few more letters and put them in envelopes then wrote names of who they should go to then went to go check on the water it was perfect
you took a snap and posted "i love you mom" after that you got into the bathtub with your clothes and looked at the pills and drank them
25 pills inside you
you put your head underwater and sat there until you couldn't feel anything anymore and just like that gone....

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n e waysss

uhm sorry about this

Part 2???

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