Sad imagines (Mattia)

Pregnant Pt2

it's been two months since i gave birth and i'm obsessed with my baby he's the cutest thing ever

I love him but i see Mattia a lot in him he's a mini Mattia, speaking of Mattia i haven't seen him since they day he said he wasn't gonna be in my baby's life

I was planning on going to buy boba with him and Derek, A guy i had been talking to.

I got dressed and looked at my body which looked snatched even after pregnancy

I wore Jeans and a cropped top with my custom made air forces.

I got a croissant and got Mateo then drove to Dereks house giving him the longest hug ever since he was the only one there for me when everyone left me and i was grateful of him

We got to the boba shop and i went to go order and i hadn't realized but i got the drink Mattia always got me when we were together i mean it's no big deal but i haven't had it in 11 months

I got my drink and sat down with Derek and Mateo laughing as i drank my amazing boba(fun fact i've never had boba)

Then my heart sank to my shoes as i saw who walked in, Mattia Polibio he was laughing with his stupid friends that left me for him

He saw me we made eye contact actually and i saw him feeling guilty but also regretful that was when i saw him walking to our table

I wish i could've just disappeared because i was not ready for what was about to happen

Mattia:y/n....hey
Y:hi
Mattia:how are you how the uhm
Y:he's good i'm good we're good
Mattia:that's good uhm can i can i hold him
Y:why would you want to do that
Mattia:because i mean he's my son
Y:your son Mattia you want to claim him as your son
Mattia:i know i fucked up
Y:i told you if you came near my baby i would stab you Mattia
Mattia:he's mine too i can
Y:no no you can't anything you weren't there for me when i was carrying him for nine months you told me to kill him mattia fucking abortion if you think you're gonna even touch my baby you must be mistaken
Mattia:i was dumb then i really wanna take responsibility
Y:you really wanna take responsibility mattia
Mattia:yeah
Y:if you wanna take responsibility best you step out of this leave him alone without knowing and let Derek be the father now Derek let's go!
Derek:yeah sure ma

mattias pov
thoughts
managed to fuck that one up
end of pov

you got to the car and started crying then Derek held you

Derek:hey hey are you okay
Y:am i being a bad mother
Derek:what no
Y:i mean he has to know his father
Derek:he will don't worry about it now
Y:gosh where would i be without you