Sad imagines (Mattia)

can life get any worse

Y:look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me
Mattia:...
Y:look me in the eyes and tell me that you dont love me Mattia Polibio Look me in the eyes and tell me that our relationship means shit to you
Mattia:you know i can't do that
Y:oh but you can Mattia
Mattia:i didn't mean it i just
Y:Mattia you talked bullshit i would'nt even accept if we were friends cause it's messed up
Mattia:i know and i'm sorry
Y:you're sorry get out of my house
Mattia:y/n
Y:GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HOUSE MATTIA YOU HAVE YOUR OWN
Mattia:i'm sorry
Y:please just get out Mattia
Mattia:i love you

he then walked out of the house and the waterworks came. You just couldn't understand why he said all of it, thinking about it hurt he stood there telling his friends "i'm just using her" "don't worry man she doesn't mean shit to me" "she's got a fat ass" and way more messed up shit then he has the audacity to say he didn't mean it. Everyone warned me about this boy before i got with but being with him felt so good

i sat there staring at the window showing the dark sky with no visible starts because of pollution

i sat there crying not knowing what to do with myself. I didn't get. any calls from any of my bestfriends who heard everything he had said and i started to wonder if i had friends who actually liked me for who i was or only liked me because i was with Mattia

I decided to go cry on the roof because that's where i used to sit whenever my mom hurt me
She was gone now she had left me and i needed her i needed to tell my mommy that i got my heart broken but she was probably in Paris with her New boyfriend and we'll me i was stuck in New Jersey all alone because my dad wanted to move and when we did he just left me with nothing but $500 in his safe

Everything and everyone started rushing into my head and i couldn't take it anymore it hurt so bad. Mattia was my pillar of strength the past few months and now i left him. I sat on the roof for about another hour and i checked the time 11:47 it's almost midnight so i decided to go back to my room.

I got to my room and cried for another 30 minutes until i heard my door open and there he was. My stupid father who left me left me for months to try figure out what i was gonna eat how i was gonna buy clothes how i was gonna live in general

Dad:i'm back
Y:go back where you come from
Dad:sweetie i-
Y:Dad you left me okay you left me for 7 months to feed, clothe and take care of myself DONT YOU DARE COME BACK AND CALL ME SWEETIE
Dad:but-
Y:BUT NO THIS ISNT YOUR HOUSE ANYMORE YOU DIDNT EVEN TAKE $400 EVERYMONTH THATS ALL JUST 400 TO PAY FOR THIS HOUSE I HAD TO WORK EVERY SINGLE DAY YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO COME HERE
Dad:I have a reason
Y:WHAT WAS THE REASON THEN
Dad:i had to fix myself
Y:YOU HAD TO FIX YOURSELF YOU HAD TO FUCKING FIX YOURSELF THE LEAST YOU COULD'VE WAS TELL ME DONT YOU THINK IT HURT FOR ME TO SEE YOUR INSTAGRAM PICTURES WITH YOUR NEW FAMILY HUH
Dad:i didn't mean
Y:dad you and mom both left me you guys left me to care for myself and as far as i'm concerned this is my house now i own it i payed for it a whole 7 months while you were teaching your new daughter how to swim and i also saw you bought Tiffany a macbook Pro and an iphone 11. I have one question dad just one
Dad:....
Y:how did you buy her that shit knowing you left your daughter
Dad:pumpkin
Y:DONT CALL ME THAT
Dad:y/n i never meant to leave you it just happened and i couldn't leave them Tiffany was so happy
Y:SHES NOT YOUR CHILD DAD SHES 18 FOR FUCKS SAKE IM 16 IMAGINE THAT DAD IMAGINE THAT
Dad:i'm sorry
Y:leave like you did 7 months ago i'll take care of myself like i've been doing it for months now i needed you then i don't need you anymore
Dad:wait don't say that please
Y:say what dad say that i don't need you i mean it's not a lie is it i don't need you now go back and go buy Tiffany a Louis Vuitton bag and maybe you can buy me the love you didn't leave for me

he looked at you with tears in his eyes

Y:gosh you aren't in a place to cry that's for me to go no please get out before i call the cops
Dad:i love you

with those words he walked out and left You felt bad but you knew he deserved it and then you saw Mattia leave his house walking to yours
You went downstairs to tell him to leave but when he got here he gave you a hug he and you needed it

Mattia:i heard you arguing with your dad
Y:i'm sorry
Mattia:no i'm sorry