Alone

Chapter 1

|HOW IT ALL STARTED|

Hey I'm Yn and life isn't all that for me I'm a junior in high school and I dread going everyday. I don't have any friends there and I usually get bullied a lot. Although sometimes I'd rather be at school than at home. My mom is a drug addicted and shes very abusive sometimes. I don't know who my real father is. Sometimes I try to find him but my mom gets mad and tries to hurt me. When I was 14 I gave up and stopped looking for him.

My mom got married when I was 8 and that's when this all started.

His name is Charles and he's one of the best actors out there, but there's some things no one knows about him.

When my mom married Charles all she seen was dollar signs and a mansion. 2 years later he got my mom hooked on drugs. When ever she was sleep or would go out Charles would touch me in weird places, I didn't like it but there wasn't anything I could do. By the time I turned 11 Charles started to have sex with me. The first time it hurted a lot. He would even tell me I was better then my mom.

One day my mom came home from work early and caught Charles having sex with me. She pushed him off of me and beat him. But he told her it was all my fault, then he gave her more drugs. Soon after that my mom started to hit me and tell me to stop trying to steal her man away from her. I tried telling her the truth but there was no use.

When I turned 13 my mom told me we where moving to Florida to be close to Charles new job. I thought maybe everything would stop since we where moving somewhere new and starting fresh. Everything turned out to be the opposite. I started in a new school and everybody looked at me funny. People made fun of my eye color and how long my legs where. This went on for years. Now I'm very insecure about my eyes.

|NOW|

I go to Clark High School now and still haven't made any friends and I am 17 now.

I wake up every morning knowing it's going to be a bad day. I hear my alarm going off and hit the snooze button. I feel back to sleep and ten minutes later the alarm went off again. "Turn that bullshit off!" Charles yelled from the kitchen. I sat up on my bed and turned off my alarm clock. I put on my slippers and walked to my bathroom. I looked and the mirror for second then grabbed my tooth brush and brushed my teeth. When I finished in the bathroom I walked to the kitchen. "You hungry?" Charles asked. "Yeah sure." I said rubbing my eyes I was still a bit tired but I had to get up. "The bacon is in the microwave and make your own waffles." I went to the microwave and pulled out the bacon and sat at our kitchen table. I wasn't in the mood for waffles so I just ate the bacon. "Where's mom?" I asked butting down on the bacon. "Out!" Great that's just what I needed. I got up quietly from the table and walked back into my bedroom. I went into my bathroom and started to undress myself. I turned on the shower water and stepped in the tub.

A few minutes later I was washing my hair when I heard the floor cracking. It sounded like Charles was walking towards my room. I heard my bathroom door knob twist a little, and he was in. I wrapped myself up with the shower curtain trying to cover my body. "Aww don't hide baby." Charles said with this really creepy smirk on his face. He stepped closer to the shower, and started to undress himself. When he pulled down his pants he was already rock hard. I felt a tear go down my face. Charles grabbed the shower curtain and tried to move it from my body, I had a pretty tight grip. "Let go or you will regret it." He threatened. I slowly let go of the shower curtain, and Charles stepped in. He started to rub all over my body as I started to cry. "Don't cry baby girl I won't hurt you." Charles shoved me against the wall and started thrusting in and out of me. "Why are you doing this to me?" I asked. He just ignored me like always and started to thrust harder and faster.

After Charles was done with me he pushed me down on the shower floor and stepped out the tub. I sat there for a second crying then I got up and washed everything off of me.

I got out the shower and walked back in my room. I opened my dresser drawers and grab my sweat pants and over sized T-shirt. I got dressed and layed back in my bed.

I usually always sit in my room and watch tv. I don't go out much because I don't have friends and none of my cousins talk to me anymore.

An hour later my mom came back home shouting and falling all over the floor. She's drunk... Again. She busted in my room losing her balance. "Bitch you fucked my man again?" She asked waving her hand around. "No he fucking raped me!" I shouted. She threw her beer bottle at me and ran towards me and slapped me in the face. This is what I go through everyday. At least the people at school don't hit me, well at least not yet.

I start going to consoling tomorrow at school, but I'm really nervous. If my mom finds out she'll kill me.

|SCHOOL|

I walked in to the school with my head down. I didn't bother stopping at my locker because they usually put trash in there for it to fall on me when I open it. I went straight to my first period class and sat in the back. I learned my lesson from sitting in the front. The kids would blow spit balls at me and throw stuff. One time it went as far as them throwing gum in my hair. It took me the whole weekend to get it out. This is all really embarrassing. When I got to my 6th period class I was called to the office to meet with my consoler.

I stepped into his office, and this isn't what I expecting. My consoler was very young looking and a nice looking guy. I sat down in the chair by his desk. "Hello Ms. YLN how you doing today." He asked with this beautiful smile across his face.

I could already tell I'm going to like it here.