"Please give me a chance"
Sabrina said to Alex with sincere voice.
"I-I just...really need it"
Sabrina looked down and can't bring herself to look at Alex.
"I know I've done many bad things to you.."
Sabrina stares into Alex's deep blue eyes.
"I promise, after this, you won't ever see me again."
Alex just stared at Sabrina the whole time.
Even many things happened between them, she admits..she really loved Sabrina.
But she can't say it, she can't do it...because...
Sabrina deserves more better than her.
She doesn't want her to be sad.
She doesn't want her to blame herself if...something is finally gonna happen to her.
She doesn't want her to be devastated.
She doesn't need to know.
About her sickness...
She never told her, even once.
The signs were always there, but she always lied.
She lied.
And she lied again.
But if there's one thing that wasn't a lie,
It was her feelings for the beautiful vampire.
She loved her...
Alex half smiled to Sabrina and gently hold her hand.
"Don't say that...." Alex whispered with a smile
She can see tears at Sabrina's eyes.
"You know that you're important to me right?" Alex remarked.
She gently caressed Sabrina's hand.
"Don't say those things......."
tears are also threatening to fall in Alex's eyes.
"I forgive you okay? So please, don't blame everything on yourself, it's not your fault."
Alex half smiled.
Sabrina interrupted.
"But it is!"
Tears Are now falling.
Alex held her hand firmly.
"No, it's not-
"NO! You don't understand Alex!! Just...please...."
Alex gave up trying to prove her that she was wrong..and at the same time...Alex felt something wrong in her body..her body is beginning to weaken..she can't speak and think straight..she feels shivering but tried to hold it all back so Sabrina won't notice.
I think my time is almost up
"I....Sabrina....lets just get this over with."
Alex demanded while pulling the fabric of her shirt revealing her neck, she was not looking at Sabrina anymore.
This needs to be quick. I don't care about everything as long as Sabrina doesn't die then that's enough for me...she need this.
"Sabrina..." Alex demanded.
Sabrina stood there staring at Alex..with a confused face. She must be confused why Alex started acting like this.
"Alex....I don't want to force you-"
"Sabrina!!!...just.....do it..." Alex cut her off.
Sabrina was shocked Alex's sudden outburst.
"Alex......"
Alex stood quiet
"Fine...."
Sabrina slowly moves toward Alex.
This is for the best.
Alex thought.
I think I can't do it.
Sabrina thought.
