Wir Leben

I'm Sorry

Hey, this is Alpha, you probably already knew that though. I just wanted to tell you all I'm so sorry for everything I did and you won't have to care anymore. You might think I just want attention, that's not true. 

Some of you know I deal with depression and stuff, honestly today I don't know where I'm headed, I can't feel anything, I don't even feel like I'm alive anymore. I tried to make things right with her so just tell her I know I made a mistake but she's wrong as well and I CAN'T BLOODY TAKE THIS ANYMORE I WANT TO DIE I CAN'T TELL ANYONE I KNOW BECAUSE THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND ME FOR WHO I AM AND THEY'D JUST TELL A THERAPIST OR SOMETHING AND I CAN'T DO THIS AGAIN 

Some of you have tried supporting me and stuff, honestly I don't know you in person but you're kinder than the people I call my own friends they faked liking me they only wanted my trust so they could manipulate me and I don't want to be taken advantage of again I've had that too many times

Sorry for letting you all down. 

SakuraThePanzerOtaku 

OfficialBranch

Positive_Creek

Thanks for trying to fix my stupid self I'm sorry and I'll regret publishing this but it's done I don't want people to waste their lives hating a dead person

-A