𝐊𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐀 | mafia! d. osamu x reader

𝘊𝘏𝘈𝘗𝘛𝘌𝘙 𝘖𝘕𝘌

Wholeness in every human being is sometimes uncertain when it is clear that it will be fully filled or even already filled. Many of them even complained about how incomplete their lives without wealth, position, love, intelligence, luck, or beauty.

Yes, beauty. I've often say that words so many times. Like almost everytime.

But there is never a sense of boredom every time I say letter by letter, word by word, seconds for the sake of describing the brilliant definition of the shape of an event that happens everyday in my life.

I want you to try to look around you, feel it, and live it with a clear mind. It feels quite soothing just by imagining it, right?

The form and taste you get now after going through period after cycle of your life cycle is a beauty too.

The hard bitter struggle of the life line that you experience will be remembered as a great beauty at the same time as you complete the mission of each of our lives. Diverse missions for every creature in the universe is given to them, because it is felt capable of completing it well.

But what if we are trapped in a void that pulls us firmly into a deep hole like a deepest Mariana Trench?

Lost. Everything will disappear eventually. Including the beauty that we carry and drag into it.

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The night air piercing the fragile skin (s / c) of yours without mercy.

Breaking into your ribs is enough to numb you from your body until you curse yourself for forgetting to bring your beloved coat which has become the most mandatory item you carry around, especially before going out like you are doing now.

You hug your body coldly shivering while gritting your teeth. Asking in silence for the cold to end soon and soon to be replaced by a warm sunshine in the morning that wipes your face gently and softly. Fortunately for you, you have the ability to grant your prayers right now. It's not for no apparent reason that you're standing in the middle of a lonely road without a single soul wandering around you carrying a bouquet of roses in your hands.

You glance at the traffic light next to you. Imagine a scene like what will be screened on a roll of life film today that will be recorded in your life book in the afterlife later if only you stand here when the sun is already standing on your head.

Be thankful for this type of ability that doesn't require me going out early to buy a bouquet of roses.

You bless this ability in your deepest heart. This ability you have received since you first let out your cry to the universe. It really feels like a miracle in a mini gift box given to someone like you. Without this ability, your life might not be more colorful than now.

Linger of daydream about how much your gratitude almost makes you forget your main goal. You immediately unwrapped the bouquet of roses in your hand and pulled out the flowers, holding them with your hands. Then you smell a bunch of yellow roses with the color of a yellow melon of the same color. It tastes really sweet and makes you want to eat it constantly.

But what you are doing now is not about you who want to eat the melon.  This is for someone's sake. Someone you really love and respect.

Without warning you grab hold of the thorns you brought so tightly that your hands are full of blood flowing all the way to the ground where you are now walking. Are you crazy? It seems yes, if ordinary people who saw it. Then are you also hallucinating because you bear too much of the burden of life? More or less, but you do this 'crazy thing' in a fully conscious state.

You use your abilities tonight as a form of you releasing all your feelings that are the most dominant feelings dominating your mentality today. You are so happy and excited today because you finally have the best friend you have been looking for as long as you live. This is the moment you've been waiting for the most. Use this rose to express it.

Your blood that flows so swiftly from your palm forms a collection of networks which then spread to each other in every inch of the street until finally the networks are everywhere.  Form a border between the real world and your world.

Slowly, your world is fully formed. A world where you are free to express all your feelings and the most perfect place to rest your body from all activities in the real world. Really, if one day the real world can be as amazing as your world. You will not feel incomplete in that world. You want that. But can it?

"Hello, stranger lady. Isn't the night too cold for a lady like you to roam around here like a lost puppy?" said a young man behind you, who knows since when he was there. You don't pay attention to the young man behind you and ignore him as if he's just a stranger passing by.

But the young man did not seem to stop there.

"My advice is you should not ignore someone who is talking to you. You wouldn't know that person would be hurt by your behavior like this." The young man advised while shaking his head. Pretending to be surprised by yourself, who just kept quiet and didn't want to respond.

Finally you respond in a disturbed tone, "If tonight is not my best day and my mood is not good. I will be very happy and reluctant to play around with you for a while, Dazai Osamu.

"A 18-years-old young man. Port Mafia first also youngest Executive in their history. You totally have a guts to come here when I'm activating my ability." You stared at the young man reluctantly wanting to deal with him.

"Woah, I'm quite well-known. Even my name and title are heard in the ears of a lady like you. I feel blushed." The young man named, Dazai Osamu, was scratching his head that did not fail while smiling amusedly.

"Get to the point, what business do you have to bother coming here to say hello to me?"

Dazai stopped scratching his head and in an instant his smile turned into a thin smile while staring at you full of deepest intentions that you didn't understand at all.

"I'm just looking for a friend to chat with. That's all."

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[ a/n ] : finally i was able to write the first chapter for this story and publish it for you after going through many obstacles and problems. oh my, is it that hard too just to publish only one chapter?

by the way, in this chapter i wanted to make a complete description of the contents of the artificial world of (y / n) ability, but after thinking about it the results will make you meet dazai longer than the plan i made for a long time. so here it is the first chapter and for some reason, it looks like this chapter is running pretty smoothly ig?

until next time at the newest chapter !