Just Trying to Keep Up {Niall Horan Fan Fic}

Chapter 6 {Found}

Chapter 6 {Found}

I open my eyes and feel an imidiate pain rush up to my head.

"Ow." I mumble and rub my head.

"Are you okay?"

I look over and see Niall.

"Where am I?" I whimper.

"You're at home." Niall says as he holds my hand.

Memories come back into my head. Last night after George left me I fell onto the ground crying and then things just got black. I felt my head and could feel a big scrape on my forehead, I gasped in shock as I saw blood dripping on my finger.

"Niall..." I whimper as I find more blood dripping down my forehead.

"Oh shit." Niall goes and runs into the bathroom and gets a damp towel. He pats my head with it to keep the blood from rushing out.

"What happened last night?" I ask drowsily.

"Well... It was getting late and you haven't came home yet, so I got Emma Claire out of bed and we went looking for you, it took us hours. You were sitting in the park unconscious. I saw a man picking you up so I got out of the car and punched him in the face and he got back at me." Niall lifts up his shirt revealing cuts and bruises. "But I got you home safe and sound."

I pull Niall close and whisper to him "Thank you." He puts his arms around me and holds me tightly.

"Your welcome." he whispers.

He rubs the back of my head and I start crying.

"Let it all out." Niall whispers.

I couldn't help it, so many things happened last night and I never did anything about it. I was completely useless to the world and everyone knew it.

Niall let go of me and looked at me "What happened last night, you know before I found you."

I wiped away the salty tears on my cheeks, and thought about last night.

"Last night... George proposed to me... and I said no." I say remembering what George said to me and tears come back to my eyes.

"Why'd you say no?" Niall asks.

I get angry all of a sudden. I turn around and bury my head into my pillow and scream out my anger. I pick it up throw it across the room. I get up and pick up my lamp and try to smash it also, but Niall stops me before I can do anything else.

"Florence! Calm down." He says grabbing the lamp out of my hand and sitting me back down. He sits down with me and puts his arm around me. I look at him and lock my eyes with his. "Now tell me what happened."

I take a big breath, and then let it out. "Niall, I said no, because when George proposed to me I realized I didn't want him proposing to me. I wanted you to propose to me." I say. Niall flinches back in shock when I say that. "Niall when I told you I was pregnant I was hoping you would be happy, so happy you would just propose. I wouldn't care if you didn't have a ring I just wanted to run away with you and be with you forever, but when you said you couldn't, that you couldn't be with me and Emma Claire, I think I died a million times on the inside. I wanted to be that perfect family, that you would give up fame for me and my child, but you didn't. You stayed with fame."

"I'm sorry." he says. And I accepted it, because I knew he was sorry. Sorry for his mistakes and leaving me and regretting it. "Can I have a second chance?" He asks.

I think about it for a moment then turn to him and say "Yeah. Yeah you can." He smiles and pulls me towards him and kisses me. I could feel the sparks flowing between us as we kissed and it felt like I was nineteen again.

Niall pulls away and says "I have to go." and gets up and leaves. I bite my lip and look down at the opposite side of my bed. There was piles, and piles of magazines. I picked the one on top and see the headline.

Niall Horan Drops Out of One Direction

I read the date and see that it was a week after I told Niall I was pregnant. I picked up the next one and read the headline.

Niall Horan: Depressed?

I look through more and more and they're all about Niall being depressed and dropping out of the band. I pick up the last final one. The headline reads:

The Truth Behind His Dropout

I gasp in shock of all these magazines, I open up the last one and read the atricle.

I: Interviewrt N: Niall Horan

I: So Niall, can you tell us why you dropped out of One Direction, and your depression? And why to bother telling everyone so many years later?

N: Well I think it would be best if everyone knew the truth now.

I: What exactly is the truth?

N: The reason I went into depression, and dropped out was because of a girl. I let her down, I chose fame over her and I knew it was a mistake.

I: Lots of celeberties loose relationships against fame, why did it leave such an impact on you?

N: Because, I didn't only let down one person but I let down two.

I: What do you mean?

N: The woman that I left, she was carrying my child.

I: I see, have you talked with her lately.

N: No.

I: That's quite unfortunate, how do the rest of your ex-bandmates feel about your drop out?

N: They were very upset about it, but we still stayed close even when they were on tours.

I: Did it hurt you when they got a new band member?

N: Yeah, it did. I expected them to go on with their career just not get a new band memeber.

I: Okay, and before we go may I ask you one more question?

N: Sure, what about?

I: If you could go back in time would you get that girl back?

N: I would go back, defintely, but I wouldn't only get her back, I would proposed to her and raise a family, like I should of in the first place.

I: That sounds like a good plan, well there you have it everyone. The truth behind Niall Horan.

I reread the the interview a million times, Niall always wanted me. He did give up his fame, just a week too late. He regretted everything. He lost everything. Because of me, and I had to give it back to him.