𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙜𝙖𝙯𝙞𝙣𝙜 , harry potter imagines.

𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘺 - 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘱𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳

a song inspired imagine !!
let's pretend harry liked ginny in fifth year
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i still remember
third of December

it was third of december, hermione and harry and i celebrated christmas with the weasleys because of the whole department of mysteries incident

me in your sweater
you said it looked better
on me, than it did you

"are you cold?" he asked me, "no" i scoffed, trying to shrug off the goosebumps that climbed up my arm. harry didn't listen and took of his scarlet and golden sweater, the gryffindor emblem embroidered on the left corner. i smiled warmly, thanking him while putting it on. "you look better in it than me" he laughed

only if you knew
how much i liked you

the laugh made me feel butterflies in their stomach. the one that made me realize that i liked him in first year. hell, it has been so long i think i might even love him

but i watch your eyes, as she walks by
what a sight for
sore eyes

"i'll give it back to you tomorrow!" i smiled, he smiled back but stopped when he saw behind me, i saw see his eyes light up. i looked back to see who he was looking at and it was ginny

brighter than a blue sky
she's got you mesmerized
while I die

i had never seen his face light up like that, he smiled so big, looking at her like she was the world. he never looked at me or anyone like that and i've known him since first year. the butterflies in my stomach turned to jealousy and pain started filling up my chest. is this what heartbreak feels like?

why would you ever kiss me?
i'm not even half, as pretty

"excuse me, i have to go to the bathroom" i said, running to the bathroom. i quickly locked the door and looked at myself in the mirror. my eyes started filling up with tears "why did i think he would ever like me?" i thought, "i'm not even half, as pretty" negative thoughts flew around my mind but a soft knock interrupted it. i quickly wiped my tears and opened it and saw hermione, who saw the state i was in quickly engulfed me in a big hug. "he doesn't deserve you y/n" she comforted, but all i could think about is them

i went on with my day, trying my best not to cry and avoid harry at all times, he didn't even care or notice that i was ignoring him. it just made them feel worse. before i slept, i went to the room where he was staying and left his sweater there. i went back and tried to fall asleep but i just can't get the negative thoughts out of my mind.

you gave her your sweater
it's just polyester, but you like her better
wish I were Heather

the next day, i saw ginny and harry cuddling up in the couch. i felt my heart break more when i noticed that she wore his sweater, the same one he gave me yesterday. it's just polyester,  but he likes her better. i wish i were ginny

watch as she stands with
her holding your hand
out your arm 'round her shoulder
now i'm getting colder

i saw harry and ginny holding hands at hogsmede. i've been avoiding him for a few weeks now but he still hasn't noticed. am i not important to him that he doesn't even notice me ignoring him? i walked with ron and hermione while harry and ginny were in front of us. i could feel their stares of pity at me, i shouldn't have come

harry and ginny went inside madam puddifoot's while us three were at hog's head. i watched them from the window. he put his arm around her and kissed her forehead. he used to do that to me to keep me warm during the cold. i thought it was a sign but it was nothing but a friendly gesture.

but how could i hate her?
she's such an angel
but then again, kinda
wish she were dead

but how can i hate her? she's such an angel. she's kind, she's beautiful and brave and everyone loves her. but i just can't help wish that she were dead

but i watch your eyes, as she walks by
what a sight for
sore eyes

i can the way harry looks at ginny. he looks so happy, i watched as ginny walked pass me. it felt like everything was slow motion. ginny's hair was flowing while she was walking and she put a beautiful smile and sat next to harry and kissed his cheek.

brighter than a blue sky
she's got you mesmerized
while I die

harry's face lit up again, brighter than before. ginny's got him so mesmerized. they kept showing affection while i just sat there, my heart breaking like a mirror shattered

"why would you ever kiss me?
i'm not even half as pretty
hou gave her your sweater
it's just polyester, but you like her better
wish i were ginny"

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author's note:
hi! i haven't written here in a long time but here is a part and please go sign the petitions that are in my conversations thingy to support the blm movement! <3

btw should i do a part two to this?
edited: 12/12/12
the original is so cringey i am so sorry