My Enemy My Lover

II. College LOVE life?

You have a new text message "Nasaan kna po?" I texted john
"Hindi po ako umabot sa pasing rate ng college entrance test :( hindi ata ako dyan mgaaral" john replied.
"Ha? :( pano yan, nakapgenrol na ako, pero sige text mo na lang ako at lets meet po every break time ha? O kaya dismisal na ng sked mo." Yanyanreplied.,
"ofcourse, i love you"
"love you too."

"hi bestie!!! Kmsta?" Yanyan texted her bestfriend since 1st year highschool.
"Eto bestie, ngaadjust pa rin dito" bestie replied,
"Nga pala bestie, binigay ko yung number mo sa friend ng cousin ko, nursing ang course nya dyan sa school mo, bka mgkita kayo,"
"Agad? Hindi m man lang ako sinabhan haha, sige, friend lang naman" i said.

"Hi, i'm August"

"Hello, i'm yanyan" i replied.,

"Nandto ka ba sa school today? Let's

meet! Sa backstage tree" he replied.,

"Uhmm, sige after class ko, 11:30 nman

matatapos" i replied.,

"Okay, text me after, susunduin kita, sa archi building right?" He said

"yes! Alam mo pala course ko, anyways see you nalang mmya" i replied.

"Hey guys! Meet yanyan my girlfriend, archi student," augs says to his friends,

My goossshhh,

yung feeling ko na ambilis ng tibok ng puso ko,

specially when he hold my hands while make pakilala to me his friends,

ang daming butterfilies akong nakita that moment,

iba nga magiging butterfly palang nakkita ko na, haha!

I was so happy that day, grabeee., i feel like im in heaven.

I know i know, you guys asking if what

happened to me and john, it was my

fault, nagkamali ako, i stopped texted

him, i rejected his calls, i never see any
effort to him para malaman why i get cold and just be gone, sa sobrang inlove ko kay augs, he never enters my mind,.

Then Just one day, one moment, its just like bigla ko syang naalala,

"ano na kaya nangyari sakanya" i asked myself, "why!?" Hindi ko man lang sya sinbhan or just said goodbye,.

Maybe because takot ako sa goodbye's

I stopped thinking about him, i spend time and life with augs,

he was my first kiss, it's funny tho,

wait!!!

just kiss no beyond the limits..

"Tara sa grandstand!" He said to me.
"Sige! :) baka naman pwde dun na tayo tumambay" i asked him,.

Nasa isang mini kubo kme near the soccer field, nanood ng practice,
"Tara mag music naman tayo"
He said.,
"Sure tara"., i replied.

Eto yung feeling na parang hindi dumadaloy dugo mo sa buong katawan,

like, parang hihimatayin ka sa ganda ng moment,

You can only hear the wind blows, the birds sings, the music you played,

and you can only see no one but just the two of you,

in middle of the afternoon,

Yung hapon na maganda ang araw, estimated time it was 4pm onwards.,

Until you just felt yourself lying in his shoulders,

then he hold my hands,

he looked at me in the eyes,

he told me how beautiful i am,

he hugs me so tight not like the usual hugs we did when i leave to go attend class or practice,

I feel his breath, ako nman yung hndi makahinga sa nervous, until his cheeks touches my cheeks,

yaknow,. Cheeks to cheeks? Haha,

then his cheeks drives way to my lips

until

his lips touches my lips,

then i just closed my eyes, and feel it.