My Enemy My Lover

III. Forgive and Forget

It was a perfect fairytale relationship ive ever experienced,.

My first considered as a boyfriend,

Pinakilala ko kina mom and dad,

They accepted him, he come visit to my house,

My mom always told me, wag munang seryosohin, youre still young, marami ka pang makilala.

But in my mind sya na yung gusto ko,.

Love

Love

Love

Weve been together for almost 1 and half year,.

I keep texted him, morning and night,
Even if he is on duty, busy raw but i keep texting him. Hindi nman ako namimilit n replyan nya ako or what,.

Isang reply lang from him my whole day is complete..

Sometimes, nakkita ko yung oras nya na higpit, almost no time for us unlike before talagang he gives time for me,

Sometimes he cut classes hahahha! Bad influence tlga ako.

Pero this time, i dont know, parang may mali...

Wohhaaaa??!!! Its tuesday rainy morning..

Anyways, 4pm pa nmn ang class sched ko, i can still sleep until later. :)

Ops! He has a duty today, 1pm ata mtatapos duty as far as i know, gonna text him nga.

"Hi muy! :) (muy is our yaknow sweet call for each other) good morning! :) later pa 4pm class ko. Love you!"

Message sent!

"Good morning, i want space" he replied

"Ha? What space? Spaceship? Wala ako nyan muy! HAHAHA"

"I mean, break up" he replied

"Why? May pinag awayan ba tayo?"

"No wala, mabait ka, maganda im sure marami pang mgkakagusto sayo, swerte ko sayo sobra, pero im not the right one for you. Ayoko naman mging unfair" he replied

"Muy? Wala naman ganyanan? Please talk to me personally? Lets fix this? Wag naman ganon kabilis please?"

"Ayoko na tlga please" he replied

"Muy! Not now please? Kung may mali ako sabihin mo, may nasabi ba ako? May nagawa ba ako? Please tell me!"

I've waited for his reply, i called him, several times, i texted his friends, but some replied "let go and move on".,

Nooooo!!! Why? Whats going on?? I keep rewinding things na ikaiinis or ikagagalit nya sakin pero wala eh!

Why?

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Why??

He just let go of me with no reason? Wala man lang ako narinig na reason sakanya kung bakit?!

Ive spend nights and days texting him,

Gabi gabi ako umiiyak,

Wala na araw na hindi ako umiiyak,

I keep trying to pass front of their building, baka sakali makita ko sya then we can talk,.

Pero i have my pride.

I never did that hangaang sa naka move on ako,

Almost a year yun,

I learn to stand by myself,