MoonSun: One Shots

Mess

Prepare your tissues.

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I'm handling a bouquet of flowers my girlfriend really loves and a bars of chocolates we both love. We have the same taste when it comes to food, have the same length of patience and we both love to travel. That's why I can say she's my soulmate, my bestfriend and my greatest love. At this moment I am so excited to surprise her, we haven't able to see each other since I stayed in new york for almost 2 months because of the branch we've been building there and my girlfriend can't visit because of her busy schedule.

I smell the flowers I bought for her still wearing the smile I have since I was at the chopper I ride to come back here. I enter the passcode of her unit, I still don't know if she's here or not since I wanted to surprise her. Well I wish she's still not here so I can prepare a dinner for us.

I stepped inside her unit and removed the shoes I'm wearing. As my eyes scanned around her unit, her picture is the first one I saw. It's the photo I took when we celebrated our anniversary in hong kong. I placed the chocolates and flowers above the table while my eyes searching for the girl I wanted to see.

"Maybe she's taking a shower" I thought to my self before walking towards the door of her bedroom.

As soon as I hold the doorknob I suddenly felt a ache in my chest which made my hand to be weakened. My hands turned the knob slowly and I stepped in to her room not making any noise. And there I saw her wearing her favorite bathrobe while applying a lotion in her legs. My eyes diverted into her legs, appreciating every part of it.

Gosh how I miss those beautiful legs

I started to unbotton the suit I am wearing, I'm going to surprise her by slamming her in the bed. I was about to remove my suit and walked towards the bed, but my feet froze when a familiar figure of a man hugged yongsun from the back and started kissing her cheeks. My body started to feel numb and my heart starts to break into pieces. The man is now removing her bathrobe and they both sharing a kiss. My tears are now escaping from my eyes, I wanted to approach them and punch the man I trusted. The man whom I trust the most, the man I asked to looked after her, the one I treated like a brother.. Sandeul. I walked out of the room slowly, leaving the door slightly open then walking myself into the sink. I open the faucet as I wash my face on the running water and letting my tears continuously falling. I don't have any intention to leave her place, I wanted to hear if she will moan my name or moan the name of her other lover. I wanted to know if I lack on intimate sex or what.. I was sure that I gave everything to her, she told me that I am the perfect partner she ever had. But why? Why did she cheated on me?

I took a glass and a bottle of whiskey before sitting in the couch. And I wonder if they already had sex in here like we used to do. I poured a glass of whiskey as I heard my girlfriend moan, I drunk it off and grip into the glass I was holding. My heart aches, I have mixed emotions right now. I can feel pain, anger, confuse and I felt betrayed. I was so sure about us, we both love each other for the very long time. We're perfect couple, our parents and friends are waiting for us to get married. She is my long time bestfriend and then we turned into lovers. I love her almost in my whole damn life. But Why did she betrayed me? Why did they betrayed me?! When did she starts fucking with my friend?! When did her love goes wrong? What did I do wrong? There's so many questions in my mind and I can't of any reasons why. Is it because he's a man? Is it because I can't satisfy her? Am I not enough?

I felt a liquid falling down in my hands as I saw the glass turned into pieces, some parts of it are in my hands. My heart is broken just like this glass. The blood keep on falling but I can't feel any physical pain. I didn't mind my hand and continue gulping the whiskey, as I can hear every moan of my girlfriend and sandeul. I rest my head in the couch, gulping the whiskey again and closed my eyes. I can still remember the day I introduced her to sandeul, is it that day when they starts betraying me? Or is it when I asked sandeul to picked yongsun for me? My mind is torturing me and my heart is in pain. I'm losing myself, my confidence, my dignity and the only pride that I have for myself. I didn't know when did she starts doing this to me, I trusted her and I love her. I love her so damn much that I am now slowly dying in pain.

She moaned his name just like how she moaned mine. I can hear everything that they're both saying, I can hear their skins flapping into each other. I cried silently, crying my heart out and losing my mind for the first time. I grabbed the flowers and boxes of chocolates I bought for her, throwing it harshly in the ground. I gulped the last drop of the whiskey before throwing it in the wall, letting out my anger. I grabbed our photo in the table,which was taken in my birthday, I threw it in the floor. I let myself to cry feeling the pain in my chest.

"B-byulah" I heard the voice coming from the man whom I treated like a brother.

As I looked at him, he's only wearing a bathrobe and a messy hair. I couldn't feel anything but anger and pain. I loosen the necktie I am wearing before grabbing him and pinning him into the wall.

"WHY?!" I shouted before punching him into his face. "Why?! Fucking answer me asshole!" I throw out another punch in hisstomach making him to lost his consciousness, I was about to give him another one but I felt an arms stopped me and hugged me around my waist. It is the arms of the woman who I love the most, the woman who cheated on me.

"Byulah please stop"

I heard her say and I felt my knees weakened. I close my eyes feeling the pain they caused me. I harshly removed her hands around me before facing her. I could see fear and sadness in her eyes. I couldn't help myself but to grabbed her arms and pulled her towards, I laughed sarcastically.

"Why yongsunah?" TRYING my best to be calm while staring at her. She didn't answer me instead she lowered down her head. "FUCKING WHY?! HOW COULD YOU?! FUCK!" I was about to slap her but I saw her  in tears. I turned around from her and faced the wall, I punched the wall repeatedly letting out my anger and tears.

As my hand felt numb, I fell in the floor holding my hand. I cover my face using my hands letting out another cry. I felt yongsun kneeled in front of me, trying to hug me but I quickly pushed her.

"Why? Why did you do this to me?" I calmed myself before talking, I looked intently at her.

"I'm sorry, byulah I'm so sorry" She said while looking at my hands.

"Why? How? When?" I asked. She shook her head and move closer to me.

"Tell me a fucking valid reason why" I clench my fist.

"I just need someone to--" I cutted her. I can't take whatever she was about to say.

"To satisfy you? To love you? To give you attention?" I stand up and grabbed her into her arms  "Or is it because he's a man?! Fuck! I fucling love you!I can give you a family, I can fucking satisfy you too!" I kissed her hard and starts massaging her breast. I kissed her like I wanted to erase the lips of sandeul in hers.  I felt her tears falling from her eyes which made me stop. I loosened my grip in her arms and let go of her.

"Is my love not enough? Am I not enough yongsun? Did you even loved me" I asked. I wanted to hear it from her, even if its a lie or not.

"I love you byulah" She said.

I don't know if I should still believe her or trust her. I removed our engagement ring and threw it in the floor before turning around and walked towards the door.

"You don't because if you truly do, you will never do this to me"

That's the last word I said before leaving her. I waited for her to come to me and begged for my forgiveness but unfortunately she never came.

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