𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚
"Oh, I'm sorry that I don't remember anything" she tells me
"What do you even remember?" I mumbled
Harper and Shawn have just got married and they can't be happier with each other.
On a snowing night...
Sorry for all the misspellings and grammatical errors🙈 ~~~
Harper I don't know what I did wrong. I just said that I couldn't make it and he started to yell at me. Well, I kinda understand, he is trying his best to help me remember. But what he doesn't understand it that he is putting to much pressure on me. I need to take small steps and not everything at the same time.
We didn't say much to each other during the rest of the day. I was in the bedroom and he did God knows what. I could hear him speak to someone on the phone but I couldn't hear the whole conversation.
"Yeah yeah, I'm gonna ask her" I heard on the other side of the bedroom door and then he opened it and peaked in his head.
"Me and a few friends are going out. Are you coming with me? You can bring Casey with you if you want?"
My first thought was no. But when I thought about it, it didn't sound so bad at all. I nodded and went out of bed.
"We'll leave in 20" he said before he closed the door and continued to talk on the phone.
I walked to the closet to choose what I can wear. I took down a light pink dress from the hanger
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before I walked into the bedroom to put on some makeup. Not too much, just so I look fresh.
When I was finished I walked out to the living room/kitchen where Shawn was already waiting for me. "Are you done?" he asked and put down the empty water glass in the sink.
"Yeah, I think so. I'm just gonna call Casey" I took up my phone and was just going to call her. "No need to. I just called her and we are going to pick her up on the way" he said cold and walked to the door.
I want to apologize, but I don't know how. He is mad at me and he clearly doesn't want to talk to me.
I jumped in in the backseat and scrolled threw my phone, and I could feel Shawn's eyes on me through the mirror but I tried to ignore it.
-At the club-
Casey and I walked directly to the bar and Shawn disappeared somewhere with his friends.
"He just seems to be so mad at me" I said and sipped on my drink. "Sweetheart, he is just trying to help you. And you reject all the things all the time. And if you keep going like this he will give up. I mean, look at him"
She pointed at him and I turned around on the barstool to look at him. "He looks destroyed" "He looks pretty happy to me" I shrugged and took another sip of my drink.
"That smile you see is a fake smile" "And how do you know that?" I raised one eyebrow at her. "Shawn and I have been friends for so long. And I know how he looks when he is sad. Do you see his eyes? They aren't as happy as they used to be. His body position is not as straight as it uses to be. And his smile isn't as warm as he used to have"
