Chapter 47- Drowning Sinking and Silently Screaming

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Harry sucks in a breath then speaks "there isn't a replacement for you anywhere Ally" I can see he's tearing up "I feel lonely and lost, it's like I'm stuck in the middle of the ocean but I can see the beach and everyone else is laughing, smiling and having fun but then there's me drowning, sinking and silently screaming for help but nobody even notices. Without you life seems pointless, I have nothing to live for" tears spill from his eyes, everyone has gone silent except for the few fans that can't see what's going on. "I'm constantly being reminded by the past. No matter how hard I've tried to get over the dreadful reminder of what I let go, it comes back to haunt me. It always brings back that swell in my empty, broken heart. I wish I had a second chance to meet you again for the first time. I'm nothing with out you because when you love you have everything you need" tears run down his and mine, he's pouring his heart out in front of hundreds of people. "I need you, because you make me laugh more then anyone else, and I'm the best me when I'm with you. And because when you're gone, nothing feels right until you return" I stand there in complete shock "Ally I love you and I have from the moment I set eye on you. I want to take care of you and your baby. It broke my heart when I found out that the guy left you when you told him. I want to have a family with you."

It felt like he was begging me, but I could never ask him to raise another man child. "Harry you really want to raise another mans child?" I speak for the first time, I can see that people have been filming us. "Yes Ally, I'll do anything for you. You can the baby from day one that I'm not it dad or you can not tell it but I don't care" he finishes and I stand there frozen in complete and utter shock. He cries and sniffs like a child, then he takes one last look into my eye before he turn and walks away. "Ally" Kate shakes me, it brings me back. "Harry wait" I scream, he stops dead in his tracks "Harry I love you" the words leave my mouth before I can prose it. He turns and faces me, "I would run and hug you but I'm heavy pregnant ... daddy" I say. I sniffles a bit and then runs to me, smacking his lips into mine.

"I love you miss Hutch" he talks into the kiss. "I have something for yo" he pulls away from the kiss and then walks into the cinema. Coming back out with his guitar and microphone. "Hello" his voice echo's through the streets "I have a very special treat for you all tonight. This songs is called wherever you are"
(A/N Play song now)
"For a while we pretended
That we never had to end it
But we knew we'd have to say goodbye
You were crying at the airport
When they finally closed the plane door
I could barely hold it all inside
Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of you
Wherever you are
You
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you
Just to say it always will be you
Wherever you are
I could fly a thousand oceans
But there's nothing that compares to
What we had, and so I walk alone
I wish I didn't have to be gone
Maybe you've already moved on
But the truth is I don't want to know
Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of you
Wherever you are
You
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you
Just to say it always will be you
Wherever you are
You can say we'll be together
Someday
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing stays the same
So why can't I stop feeling this way
Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of you
Wherever you are
You
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you
Just to say it always will be you
Wherever you are"
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It's been two weeks since the premiere and I've finally unpacked my apartment. Harry has been staying here most nights and days, I love going to sleep and waking up to him.
"Here?" Harry grunts, he and Gus are decorating the baby's room. We are currently trying to work out were to place the crib "to the right a bit" I say and Gus huff and puffs while Mary laughs at him. Them two are super close and they love each other so much.

We decided not paint the wall as we don't know what I'm having yet. We ahead painted the walls white and to get the furniture in white and when we find out the gender of the baby we will get all the little things. Harry been great with all my moods swings, my late night cravings and my restless nights.
He's been reading parenting book, it's super cute. He's been buying loads of baby clothes, mostly baby grows saying stuff like "If you think I'm cute you should see my daddy" and "I ♥️boobs just like daddy" (A/N photo on side) which I didn't approve of and I took it back, the man whom severed me laughed. Harry thinks we are having a boy, I don't know why. Harry and I have decided to tell the baby that he's not he's father when he's old enough, it was Harry who wanted to do it this way.
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Happy New year everyone. Hope you have a great 2015.
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